Peter hates me

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I sat on the top of the building and looked out into the world and saw lights on many kinds

My family left

They left

They didn't tell me

I could be dead right now and they wouldn't even know

They wouldn't even care

I fell on my back and let it out I ripped my mask off and through it to the other side of the building breathing deeply

Peter hates me

Tony doesn't think I'm good enough

Bucky probably thinks I'm weak too

Bruce think I'm a baby scared of needles

I stood up and looked up to the sky "WHY CANT I JUST CONTROL MY EMOTIONS" I yelled to the sky after that the I heard a lightning strike then it started pouring rain "WHAT IS THAT SOPPOSE TO MEAN" I yelled again my teary eyes now blending in with the wet sky lightening strikes again closer to me making me jump

I fall to my knees "WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME IM JUST A KID" I scream again
Lightening strikes again this time beside my mask that I threw on the other side of the giant building I look up at the sky one more time

And walk over to my mask and pic it up and sit back to on the building with my legs dangling over the side

I look at my reflection of my mask and I look up to take in my surroundings

This is were it started this is the building were I took a leap of faith I looked up to the sky "is this what you wanted to show me?" The rained stopped but lightening happening still every now and then

My phone started ringing and I ran over to it to see strarks called ID I answered
*on call*
Stark:"hello Emma hello Emma is that you"
He sounded scared
Emma:"h-hey Mr.Stark"
He let out a breath
Stark:"hey Em you okay your not home yet and it's 3:00 in the morning it won't even let me track you"
He softened
Emma:"u-um yeah I'm okay just a long day I guess"
I sniffled with tears still slowly filling my face
Stark:"I thought you and Peter were together but he came over today without you but wouldn't tell me anything"
Emma:"it's kinda a long story but it's all my fault I messed up big time"
I sniffed again to read tears forming
Stark:"come home Emma"
*off call*
Was all he said when the line cut
I had hung up I can't deal with this anymore

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