Heart of webs

"Help does not include you dying"

I woke up and didn't feel like getting up my eyes were a little red and my face a little puffy and didn't want anyone to see but I guess I didn't have a choice with Thor we are in the same room

I decided that I need to talk to Peter i sat up from my bed and called him
*on call*
Pete:"hey Emma how's it going up state"
Anything but good
Emma:"uhh it's not been to good"
Peter:"what happened,did those hydra people find you?"
Emma:"no not yet"
Not answering the first question
Peter:"well then what happened"
I sighed cause he has to know
Emma:"one sec"
I muted myself and talked to Thor "hey Thor I'm going to the roof" he nodded in response I stepped out and closed the door behind me
Emma:"ok I'm back I had to get on the roof real quick so no one would hear"
Peter:"The roof why the roof what if you fall"
Emma:"wouldn't be the first time"
I mumble
Peter:"what"
Emma:"it doesn't matter just let me explain"

***time skip***
I told Peter most of what happened just not me seeing him and my old room wanted to leave that part out for the sake of it we ended up talking for about another 30 minutes after I explained everything but then tony said he needed me downstairs

"Ok I called you down here to say that the tower haven't gotten any threats" steve says while the rest clapped "but" he said and it got quiet again "the news is suspecting that we left cause they haven't heard anything from us,so why would hydra go there anyway if no ones there" we groaned "so your saying that we might have to go back" Rhodey says

Steve just nodded his head yes "we will be heading back later today" everyone groaned and I squealed internally happy that I can leave this crazy place

We got packed and now it's time to go,I called Peter to tell him we were coming home and he was very excited

I looked around to see Bucky by himself so I walked over "hey buck" I said "hey em" he said not looking up "I think you were in the right to tell me I deserved to know thank you" I say trying to lighten the mood he looked yup and nodded

"I was thinking and I think that we should tell the team you know?,if my dad worked with them before he is still probably working for them, and I can probably be help into destroying the base," he looked at me crazy

"Your being serious?!" He asked I nodded my head yes "no absolutely not that's a suicide mission" he said I put my head down

"Look kid they will kill you faster that you can say a single word to them" I sighed "but I want to help"

"Helping does not include you dying" he said "well what if it does" I mumble just above a whisper he looked at me "no,end of discussion" he walked off

I walked to Nat "train me when we get back and don't go easy" I say and walk off before getting an answer if I'm going to do this then I'll have to do it alone