I turned the kitchen light out and headed towards the stairs. Today, wasn't too bad. Satoni and I watched a movie and we baked cookies. It was very relaxing and we got to catch up with each other. I still had so many things that I needed to ask him but I was trying to find the right words. He wanted to marry me and I agreed but I was rethinking it. How could I marry a man that I didn't know? He was a mafia leader and after everything that Vain told me, how could I trust him? I sighed and walked towards my bedroom quickly. I was exhausted, but I did have fun today. It was weird being around Satoni because I didn't know what to expect. It's like, one minute he is nice and the next he is the devil. How could I deal with his on and off emotions? I frowned when I saw him laying down in my bed watching tv. What the hell did he think he was doing? I rolled my eyes and stood in front of the bed with my arms crossed over my chest. There was a perfectly clean guest room right across the hall. He was not sleeping in my bed tonight. I didn't trust myself or him. I hadn't had sex in a year and one touch would make me cave in. There was no way that I was going to go back on what I said earlier. I meant it; we were not going to have sex. The best way to do that was to stay away from each other. Sharing a bed was definitely not helping the cause."Get out."
He raised an eyebrow at me, "why? We had a good day together; we should finish the night together." He winked at me and chuckled.
"What part of no sex didn't you understand?"
He smirked, "who said anything about sex? I said that we should finish the night together. We can watch a Christmas movie and relax." He patted the bed next to him and I took a deep breath, before walking around to climb in next to him.
"I'm rethinking the marriage thing. How can I marry you when I don't know you?" I looked at him and he shrugged.
"You can get to know me. Ask me anything that you want to know."
"Anything?" I eyed him suspiciously.
"Anything that your heart desires."
"Okay," I whispered. "What's your favorite color? What's your favorite thing to do? Have you killed anyone before?"
He muted the TV, "Red, play mafia and yes. Is there anything else you want to know?"
I looked down at my hands and debated with myself. Should I bring this up now? Was it good time to discuss the horrific things that I learned about him and his father? "There is something that I want to ask you. I don't want you to lie to me either." He nodded his head slowly and waited for me to continue. I cleared my throat, "I want to know about Kylie Rivers."
He sat up straight and sighed, "I'm not shocked that you got that information from Vain."
"It doesn't matter who I got it from. I want the truth because I don't understand why your father would do something like that. Why would you lie and go against a law that your family put in place?"
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عاطفيةBook #3 (Tainted Scars Series ) He searched, he found, and now he plans to have her again. I watched as he sat there staring at me. He looked no different from the last time I saw him...a year ago. I took a deep breath before speaking. "Satoni, wh...