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Chapter 3. Tears come from heart not brain

'Tears come from heart not brain'

What a great quote right? But what if your heart stops thinking and brain takes all your decision.

Heart can deceive you but brain will never, I already did a mistake by believing my heart.

I wish I could just go in the past and change everything. Sometimes, I feel that I would be so lucky if I had the superpower to time travel.

I wish, I had it. There are moments in life which you either want to forget or just change it.

I had too, which is impossible to change and even more difficult to forget. Those scenes, blood, guns, his face, that torture everything comes in front of my eyes like nightmares.

The suffocation is killing me from inside. I do want to move on but it is like a trigger to me. I do not think anything can melt a frozen heart, it will always stay at its place and never beat for anyone.

Maybe this is also the reason why I have become emotionless or more like an emotion mess.

My heart feels dead.

It stopped beating for everyone, after my parents, I thought that I lost my everything but after losing him, I actually lost myself too.

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A ringing of phone call got me out of my dreamworld, It was Isaac.... I sighed, rubbing my temples.

If I say honestly, then I cannot even work without him. He is in his early 40s yet so active.

" Hello " I answered.

" Hello mam " he greeted in his usual chirpy voice and I rolled my eyes.

" How many times do I need to tell you that do not call me mam but Alaia." I scolded and could already imagine him biting his tongue.

" Sorry, Alaia. "

" Better "

" Actually, I wanted to tell you that we made the deal successfully with Aries. Your presentation was so good that he finalised the deal on spot and the employees you chose were perfect for this meeting. " He said, excitedly.

" Well that is good, congratulations. "

" I should be the one to congratulate you, right? It's your company, the hard work you put in these years made the corporation so strong that it's the best company in the world right now. " he said exaggerating the whole thing and chuckled lowly.

" I know it's mine but honestly it's you and the employees who does all the work in my absence. Even when dad was the CEO you were the most hardworking employee and you still are. " I said, and breathed out.

" Alaia you make presentations for us at night, you barely sleep. And I know that you don't eat your meals properly so you better not give me credits right now and focus on your health. " he said and my eyes widen.

I stammered, trying to form words.
How the hell did he knew about sleep and meals? I better surrender or he will give me a whole lecture on it.

" I know, and I will " I said, biting my tongue.

" You always say that but you never follow your words. If this continuea then you will fall sick, Alaia. Please take enough sleep and eat your food at time. We are here for Houston's, right? "

I let out a sigh and nodded as if he could see me and mentally smacked my head for this nonsense act of mine.

" Yes I know you guys are there but I still have responsibilities towards it. " I tried to argue but he left no room for me.