She's The One(Ariana/You)

Surprise!

Ariana's POV:

The past few weeks have been so incredibly tense between myself and Y/n. Since she'd decided to keep whatever secret it is from me, I've been in a bad headspace. I trust her but I can't help but to doubt.

We've always been completely honest with each other and now all of a sudden, this one thing, she can't tell me. It worries me and it's shown in our relationship.

We haven't been intimate with each other since then, and I mean intimate in anyway: physically or emotionally. And it's not for a lack of trying either. Y/n's taken me on dates, we've made out, we've just hung around doing nothing at all, and each time I've found myself thinking back to her keeping something from me.

Her hands would be on the most sensitive parts of my body and I'd remember and just pull away, cause how could I be intimate with someone who I'm having a hard time trusting.

"Ariana," a hard swat stings my arm and I frown at the source of it. Victoria's eyebrows raise, a hand on her belly," you're all up in the clouds while we're having a conversation."

I sigh," sorry y'all what were you saying?"

While the conversation does continue, for the most part, Victoria and Courtney watch me. Obviously they know about what's been going on with me and Y/n since New York. Honestly everyone can tell something is up.

Me and Y/n haven't spent much, if any, time together since we landed in Florida. Other than coming here for rehearsals we haven't even been in the same room.

That didn't stop my girlfriend from having some flowers sent to my dressing room, nor did it stop her from sending me an encouraging text message, emojis resembling the very actions she'd do if we were face to face: a hug, a kiss, and a big dorky grin.

Admittedly she's done a good job of acting as if nothing is wrong. Well not entirely. She hasn't completely disregarded it, obviously seeing as she isn't in here right now.

Everyone quiets when a knock sounds at the door and a crew member leans in and tells me I'm on in five.

I stand up and get my finishing touches done before leaving out. Victoria is going to stay back and watch the performance from the comfort of the couch in my dressing room, but Courtney follows out after me, claiming to want to go watch from the pit just for fun.

After my mic is put on and I'm given the go ahead, I go out on to the stage. Being met with thousands of screams will never not be amazing. They chant my name, 'I love you's thrown in there, as signs wave.

"Miami," another round of cheers and screams. I shake my head," welcome to the Dreams Come True tour." Positions starts to play and my dancers come out on the stage.

Throughout the show, while singing and dancing, I interact with the fans. Me and a few of the dancers even lay out at the edge of the stage just to mess with some of them who are in the pit. Hours feel like minutes and before I know it, I'm reaching my last song.

"I love performin for y'all. Oh my god." A soft giggle falls from my lips as I cross the stage and everyone cheers." I got one more song for y'all, it's real special are y'all ready?" Screams. I smile," alright let's do it."

As soon as pov starts to play the audience screams again and I end up smiling through the lyrics. Singing this song, it being one of my favorites, means I get lost in it. My eyes slowly fall shut as I belt the lyrics out.

Even though I'm pissed at her, I can't help but to imagine my baby as I sing. Just the way that she loves me in general is enough to make my heart soar out my damn chest. She's brought this incredible light into my life and I'm so grateful for her.