She's The One(Ariana/You)

Catch Up

Y/n's POV:

I run my nails between the ears of my furry friend, chuckling a little at the way he presses his head closer to my hand. I then look back to my laptop in front of me. 

"No, uhn uhn, the queen is sleeping and shall not be disturbed." I say to the person who asked about Ariana through the live. 

More hearts and comments shoot up and I try to read as many as I can." Awe I love you too," I smile at the camera," and to answer your question: it's a really bittersweet feeling you know? Like, with Chance's tour it sucked saying bye to the people I'd gotten to know but this tour it's my baby like, it's genuinely my dream so for it to be over in a few days is- it's tough. Everyone on the crew: backup dancers, light and sound, all of them they're like this big family and now we're about to part ways, going from seeing each other almost everyday to who knows when-" I shrug and shake my head as a finisher of my statement. 

Currently we're in San Diego. Our last show of tour is tomorrow night by the bay. 

These past few weeks have been, honestly the same as before, with the addition of a lot more sex. Being engaged has definitely pulled something a lot more needy from me and Ariana and it's safe to say that we haven't really gone a night without having sex. 

On top of that we had a nice break for Thanksgiving. Since we were in Florida already we did it at Joan's house there and I flew my mom and Samia out cause there was no way I was going to celebrate without them. 

Her dad still had a stick up his ass when it came to me and wasn't happy about the news of our engagement, but at least he hid his hate towards me for Ari's sake. When we were alone however he once again expressed how much he didn't think I was right for her. At this point I'm over it. I would love for Mister Butera to like me, cause that would make things better for myself and mainly Ariana but since that isn't going to happen, I'm gonna focus on making Ari happy. 

We made plans for Christmas with both our families, deciding to go to Alaska since everyone wanted the whole "White Christmas" and all. The Grande women were beyond excited about it, Ariana saying she couldn't wait since she spent most of her Christmases in Florida without the snow, so they instantly went to work finding a place to stay.

In summary, we've got things for the next month or two planned and figured out which is equally as anxiety inducing as it is great. There's no need to worry about making last minute plans but it's also the anxiety of knowing it's coming up and thinking of possible incidents and shit. 

At the end of the day I'm just looking forward to it all. 

Focusing back on the live, I read some more comments," oh you already know we goin all out for the last show. Y'all excitement and support has made all of this so amazing so we feel it's only right, you know, to repay all that love."

I ask them if they have any specific questions and watch for them. 

My eyes catch a statement at the bottom about not talking about Ari's album cause this live is about my music and I chuckle," nah nah, let's talk about positions. I may be makin my own music and shit but I'm still a huge Ari fan." 

'what's your favorite song off positions?'

"Oooo that's a good one. All the ones about me, no I'm jokin." I look off in thought," Ima be honest, I can't choose between My Hair, Nasty, and POV." They start to ask why so I explain," I mean this whole album is obviously very personal and in a way we're used to Ari being so open with us since Sweetener you know, but it's like, there's this honest vulnerability in My Hair, Nasty, and POV. And-" 

Myron stands and walks straight across my lap, blocking my face from the camera. I pat his side while moving him off of me, then look back at the screen.