I'm Your Secret Admirer

Dear Alyssa,
This is hard to explain but please listen.
I'm in love with you, but you don't know it.
David is the 'fake' me who's been stealing my words over your heart.
Please see that I'm your secret admirer.
I am writing this to you without any purpose of sending it straight after.
Therefore, you will never know about this, unless you find out.
I really hope you can find out one day...
That doesn't necessarily mark a specific day, but until then, i'll be waiting.

Love always,
Y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶s̶e̶c̶r̶e̶t̶ ̶a̶d̶m̶i̶r̶e̶r̶ Niall.