I'm drowning and you're standing three feet away screaming "Learn how to swim." -c.j ★☆★☆★ What if Zoe Murphy had a sister rather than a brother? And what if that sister was you? Senior year is the year of easy classes, getting ready for college, and (apparently) suicide. After a misunderstanding, (Y/N) Murphy commits suicide. Nothing is found on her body except for a letter addressed to Evan Hansen. Evan and (Y/N) were never friends. In fact, neither of them have friends. So after she commits suicide, why does he still feel her around? Mysteries around (Y/N)'s life before suicide begin to emerge, and Evan needs help to uncover the truth about the girl who isn't at all who she seemed. And he has to do it before people forget her. They were a million worlds apart until a tragedy that brought her away from everyone else brought her closer to Evan. ★☆★☆★ (In Evan's Point of View. TW: mentions of suicide and rape. Please comment on any errors you notice!) (Evan Hansen X Reader Short Story)