Beautifully Broken ~Jacob Black Love Story~

Power and Control. That's what my boyfriend taught me to thrive for. But now, he's dead.
They gave me the option. The one I've been wating for since I first found out Jackson's secret. But now he's dead. I keep thinking that his secret should die with him. It wont. I hate feeling like this. Helpless. Useless. If I did take the offer. I wouldn't be alone. Ren offered me as long as I want. But I don't know if I could do it. That would mean I would have to leave Seth and Leah. Even Sue. I can't leave them. Even though I'm completely alone. Honestly I'm convinced I'm always going to feel that way. They are always going to be there. They are the only one's I trust now. Seth is taking care of me even though I'm sick and pathetic. I don't even trust myself anymore.