"you ok? you look like you've been crying." "yes i'm fine. let's go." i say in my low raspy voice. it sounds like i was crying too. she'll know somethings up so i tried walking past her fast. but i wasn't fast enough i felt her hand wrap around my wrist and tug me. "stop you don't have to pretend. what happened." "i'm just home sick. now mind your business you selfish prick." shit i didn't mean that. my face dropped and i turned pale. "excuse me." she said above a whisper. "nothing just forget it. i didn't mean it." "is that how you really feel." she said. "no i didn't mean it." her grip loosened and soon my hand feel next my lap. i messed up. bad.