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"you ok? you look like you've been crying."

"yes i'm fine. let's go." i say in my low raspy voice. it sounds like i was crying too. she'll know somethings up so i tried walking past her fast. but i wasn't fast enough i felt her hand wrap around my wrist and tug me.

"stop you don't have to pretend. what happened."

"i'm just home sick. now mind your business you selfish prick." shit i didn't mean that. my face dropped and i turned pale.

"excuse me." she said above a whisper.

"nothing just forget it. i didn't mean it."

"is that how you really feel." she said.

"no i didn't mean it." her grip loosened and soon my hand feel next my lap. i messed up. bad.