Abrokenperson

Heyyyy :D it’s been a while mb- hope everyone has had a good start to 2026! (Starting this off so cheerfully for a message that is definitely not cheerful- !!TW: sh mentions !!) I had like a week long streak of being clean that I fucked up maybe..two days ago? Around, yeah. I’m realizing that while I acted on my shoulder, it moved down to my lower shoulder/upper arm area :/ so if I’m not careful and I keep moving down, soon I’ll have done it from my shoulder all the way down to my wrist. Sigh. I’m kinda fucked up guys. Sorry. I told my friend, I drew a butterfly on my skin like he advised (he struggles with it too, we’re both trying to get better) and uhm yeah. That’s kinda all. Sorry if this is a whole paragraph :p also apologies if this triggered anyone :C baiiii (also sorry if this sends twice it’s like not showing up and idk if it sent or not but I’m sending it again jsut in case <\3)

If someone tells you to stop apologizing and you apologize again for apologizing so much, is that being defiant or traumatized? Asking for a friend ;-;

Tw:vent, sh, long as f*ck
          It’s late. I’m tired. My chest hurts, and I’ve spent the last 20 minutes researching and trying to convince myself I’m not touch-starved. I feel dramatic, I had a hug fucking yesterday. This is pathetic. Not to mention idk if I’m even going to post this because of how much of a self-absorbed “woe is me” asshole I sound like rn. I guess I’m just writing this for my own comfort and to see what I actually feel like. It’s really dark. Nothing I’m doing can distract me, and I feel like I’m going to relapse. Again. Fuck. Sorry to those of you who read all of..that; I shouldn’t be complaining. You probably have your own shit to do. Should I even announce this? I don’t know. It feels like if I do I’m basically just “asking for comfort”, and I’m being too needy. Why am I suddenly outing all my insecurities to whoever’s reading this? I don’t know, but congrats because you now know a lot more abt me than my parents do. Sometimes I purposely say concerning things that I genuinely believe, and hope really hard that someone notices. That someone shows they actually care. But that’s me being too much. Again. I know it is, yet I still do it. I need to stop, I’m yapping too much. Bye. (Shit, I just pressed ‘announce to my followers’, I’m actually posting this.)

GUYS i was randomly searching for a short summary of Nico di Angelo’s life/trauma (don’t ask) and when i got to the wiki underneath species it said: Demigod, Dandelion (formerly), Corn Plant (formerly). 
          
          
          
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          WTH THAT’S FOUL LMAO
          
          Also sorry for the random caps lol idk

Its my b-day :D Also happy birthday Killua!!!

Hey guyssss- lol I just remembered something that happened when I was younger and ig I wanna tell you about it. You don't have to read this though lmao.
          
          Tw:vent,gagging.   Ok, so Idk how old I was, but ever since I was around 5-6 I started getting really picky with the food I ate. My parents did not like this, and chose to combat it in an...interesting way. One of these times really stand out to me, and it was one day at dinner. My parents were trying to get me to eat oranges. For context, I hate oranges. Both the texture and the flavor. So I managed to get down a small bite before running to the bathroom and gagging. I didn't throw up, per say, but I did gag pretty hard. After coming back to the table my mom was glaring at me and my dad told me to 'stop being dramatic'. Every time after that that I've eaten something I didn't like and gagged, I've been called dramatic and my mom said if I puked all over the floor/table then I would have to clean it up. So yea, um that's most likely the reason I hate trying new foods. I just want to know and genuinely confirm that's normal. Because I always thought it was, but looking back now maybe not..? Lol, please let me know!

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@-Deleted-User- Thanks! Same to you, hope your life is going well and if not then it gets better <3

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Y'all my dad just told me some ✨wIsE aSs✨ information:
          "Having a door is a privledge, not a right."
          
          
          .....HUH?!!?!!? I THOUGHT HAVING A DOOR  WAS NORMAL HELP??