The Babysitter (Zayn Malik Fanfiction)

Part 30

*When you believe in your dreams , they always come true. This sentence is so false. If you want something to happen so badly , then don't believe in it. Don't imagine it . Try to not think of it , just try to forget it . 

When it will come true , You will be suprised and happy , but if it doesn't , it doesn't matter because you already convicted yourself to forget it. It wouldn't hurt you a lot. You will not suffer.*  

The TV was on .  

I was staring at it without really focusing on. 

It was a weird show for some.. Weird persons .  

My luggage was in front of the door and i was laying on the bed , hugging the pillow. 

I was more calm than before. 

My mind wasn't talking to me again like he did many times. 

If you think i'm weird well i don't care. 

YES i have some interesting converstations with my mind .  

But sometimes we fight and i just leave him alone . 

That's what i just did because my mind and i were talking about Zayn. 

My brain was telling me something and i was denying it automatically. 

It cannot be possible. 

'Oh My GOD Zayn what happened to you?" I heard Perrie screaming. 

I turned off the TV to hear the convo clearly. 

- "He is alright. Just a little bit drunk . You need to take care of this man guys." Someone declared. 

- "Uuuuhhh Better than me he is he uuhrarghh" Zayn was moaning. Then i heard a *BOOM* 

- "Oh my god !" Perrie screamed. 

- "Maaaannn" Harry groaned. 

I couldn't clearly understand . 

I swalowed hardly and tiptoed the stairs , to the living room. 

I percieved Zayn laying on his knees , staring at the floor . 

Perrie and Harry were helping him to get up but he was pushing them . 

He was really drunk. 

What's wrong with this guy. 

- "Zayn. Babe please." Perrie touched his face slightly , trying to look hurt. 

- "DON'T TOUCH ME!" He screamed. 

She jumped, horrified. 

Harry nodded and whispered  

- "Zayn. Man. You need some rest Okay. You're drunk. Calm down." 

He started hiccuping , frowning and put his head in his hands . 

- "Raghhh My headdd." 

My heart was beating so fast .  

Should i walk or leave them alone?  

I guess They don't need me now so i'm going to leave nicely and go back to my room... 

- "SAMERAH!" I heard Harry's voice. 

Shit. 

i ignored and acted like if i didn't hear him . 

- "Samerah i saw you." He added , benting foward. 

- "Shit." i repeated. 

- " Please go to Liam's room. You will find a box of Medecines . Please Hurry." He shouted , holding Zayn's arms who was now closing his eyes. 

i nodded and ran upstairs, to Liam's room. 

Wait , i nevet knew that Liam is staying here too. 

And Niall. 

And Louis. 

And Zayn.  

Don't tell me how i guessed those things because it was so obvious : They were writing their name on the doors.  

This is the stupidest thing i've ever saw. 

Are they like "Oh look this is my room !You know why? Look at the door : My name!"  

This is stupid. 

I opened Liam's door , entering in his huge clean bedroom. 

5 Rich guys living in the same House. 

It is Weird isn't it. 

I need some explanation. i will ask Harry after. 

But now , my mind is focused on : Finding that first aid box. 

I searched everywhere without finding that stupid box. 

I ran downstairs and stuttered  

- "i i couldn't find it."  

Harry was sitting beside Zayn who was laying on the sofa .  

Perrie wasn't there anymore. 

- "Ughhh Okay stay with Zayn i'm goinna bring it." Harry groaned and ran upstairs , letting me in the living room with a weak Zayn Laying on the sofa. 

He gave me a weak look then looked down, touching his head and groaning  

- "Ugh . Stupid Headache." 

- "Are you Okay?" I asked sincerely. 

I guess he thought that my sentence was sarcastic because he replied :  

- "Yes Samerah i'm so Perfect . I'm gooooood That's why i just said that i have a headache and i'm laying on a sofa and i need some medicines." 

His sarcastic tone hurt me a little bit , so i replied in the same way  

- "Well it wasn't me who drank a lot until being insane." 

He stared at me coldly for a while then put his head on the sofa and uttered something that i would never forget. 

Zayn's P.O.V. 

- "Well it wasn't me who drank until being insane." She responded in a sarcastic way. 

I hate this girl. 

I love this girl. 

If she only knew WHY i'm like that now. It's because of her. 

Of her Stupid sentence. 

I took a deep breath and uttered , feeling the anger, jealousy and love in my blood : 

- "..." 

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