My Dream Boyfriend... Not In My Fathers Eyes....

17. My Dream Boyfriend... Not In My Fathers Eyes

Chapter 17

A week later

I looked down at my list.  Next was Will.  I laughed a little.  Today should be fun.  I laughed at how much of a screwed up person I sounded.  I slid the list back under the mattress and stood up.  I walked out the door, down the hall, and into the living room.  Petunia and Gage broke apart, for they had been making out on the couch.  “Where are you going?”  Gage demanded.

“I’m going out…”

“Deir, are you sure you’re ready?”  Petunia asked slowly.

“Ready for what?  You guys have kept me cooped up in here all week! Let me go out.”

“Deirdra, your father just died.”

“He was only my sperm donor.  I’ll never consider him my dad again.  He killed my freaking boyfriend, and my mom!  Besides, Gage, you don’t consider him your father either.”  I yelled.

“Wait, did you just say that he killed mom?  You found out?”  Gage asked, a shocked look on his face.

“You knew?! And you didn’t tell me?!  How f*cked up is that?!  Why didn’t you tell me, you as*hole?”  I yelled at him.  They both looked shocked.  Probably because I had cussed. 

“I-I….”  Gage stuttered, but I didn’t give him a chance to finish.  I opened the door, walked out, then slammed it.  I ran down the road and soon I was at Will’s house.  He hadn’t died when I stabbed him.  I knocked on the door and he answered.

“Why are you here?”  He demanded.

I made myself say the words that I had prepared.  “I’m so sorry I stabbed you, Baby.  I just thought that you were going to kill me.  I was desperate for my life, and I just didn’t want to have sex again.  I’m sorry.  Will you forgive me?”  He laughed and nodded.  “Wanna take a walk to talk about things?”  He nodded again and we started walking. 

Then we reached the lake.  It was abandoned, and the one place where the cops would never think to check for dead bodies.  Earlier, when Gage and Petunia were sleeping, I had swum to the bottom.  At the bottom is just a metal hoop connected to a steel block.  It’s really heavy.  I had tied a chain to it, and that’s where I was going to tie Will up after I tortured him. 

“Remember that barn over there?”  Will suddenly asked me.  He pointed to the barn that was beside the lake.  “That was where I first asked you out, remember?”  I laughed and nodded.  He had given me a dandelion and asked me out. 

“Let’s go in there.”    We walked into the barn.  I turned to him and smiled.  I punched him, hard, and quickly put on latex gloves.  Then I took the knife out of my pocket, and stabbed him so quickly he didn’t even see.  He gasped out in pain and fell to the floor. 

“Ugh.  God….  You really… are getting good… at that.  Aren’t you?”  I clutched his wound and got to his knees.  I kicked him in the face and he fell back to the floor.  He groaned in pain.  “You… b*tch!”

I laughed.  “As*hole.”  I muttered.  Then I sat on top of him, right on his wound, and cut off his ear lobe.  He screamed in pain.  I cut off his other ear lobe.  Then off came his index finger, then the other index finger.  All the time he was screaming, I was laughing on the inside.  It felt so good hurting a guy who had made fun of Ray.  It felt great. 

What?!  I shunned myself.  I’m going crazy. 

I sliced his face, not too deep, and then punched him until he was knocked out.  After that, I quickly went over to the stable, and put on my nurse clothes.  I had a little hat, a thing that covered my mouth, and new contacts.  I put them in, and ran over to him. 

“Will Parson?  Will Parson?  Sir, please wake up.  Are you Will Parson?”  He groaned and opened his eyes.  “Sir, are you Will Parson?”  He nodded.  “We need to get you out of here.  Right now.”

“It was… It was that crazy b*tch Deirdra!  She- she stabbed me and punched….”

“I know, Will.”  We walked out of the barn and I pushed him into the lake.  He went under water, and soon surfaced.  He was gasping for air.  I punched him hard in the chin and he passed out instantly.  Dang it.  That wasn’t supposed to happen!  I dragged him down to the bottom of the lake and tied his foot with the chain.  Then I brought him up to the water’s surface, me holding the end of the chain, and waited until he woke up.

When he did, I pulled on the chain and he was dragged under water again, but this time I wasn’t bringing him back up.  I pulled on the chain even harder, and got a feeling of satisfaction as I watched him struggle to get out of the chain.  I laughed as I saw him die.

God.  I really am just a screwed up person!

I got out of the lake and walked home.  Well, walked to a random hotel.  I grabbed the money that I had stolen from Will and paid for a room, where I could take a shower and not look bad in front of Petunia and Gage.  They would probably yell at me when I came back.  But whatever, I’ve killed two people, I could handle being yelled at. 

I got into the shower and the warmth of the water surrounded me.  I washed everything, then got out.  I walked back home, after checking out.  When I opened the door, Petunia and Gage got off of the couch and yelled at me. 

“Where were you?!”

“We thought something had happened to you!”

“Don’t just storm out of the house like that!”

“How dare you talk to Gage like that?!”

“What were you out doing?”

“Where did you go?!”

“Don’t ever do that again!”

After a about a half an hour, their pointless rants died down, and they went to bed, warning me that if I ever did that again, I would be kicked out. 

I fell asleep looking at the picture of Ray and Gage that Petunia had scanned for me. 

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