Diary ng assumera

Oh please

Ugh, this morning. Like I've always do. Sabay nanaman kami ni Brix. -___- Jusko po, lumayo ka na nga diba? Bwisit! Nakakairita. Sabay kami umakyat ng hagdan. At etong si heart. Tumitibok nanaman, shit. :( Tama na please? :( Elle naman, tama na. :/ Nasaktan ka na diba? Sige na, tama na. :( And he talked to me, natatawa ako kasi. Kasi ang puti ng kapatid niya. =)))) Eto convo:

B: Hi!

E: Wahahahaha, wag kang tatabi sa kapatid mo ha?

B: Bakit?

E: Wahahaha, bakit ganun?

B: Ang?

E: Wala. :D

Then I saw Gail, she was making her art project. ;) She even told me na, "Sabay nanaman kayo? This is fate." (Enebeyen kinikilig nemen eke) :"""""> Which is true.

Then we had our first exam which is CL. Then during recess I was teaching Gail and Roxanne some Math thingy, and you know what happened next? Someone sat beside me, you know who? Yes, tama. Siya na nga. Nagpapaturo siya sakin and stuffs, and I said about dun sa pinapaturo niya na "Wait lang, madali lang yan. Makinig ka muna." Then he did. I was killing all my feelings, trying so hard just to hide those until my homie Gail smiled, that kind of smile only friends will ever understand, that smile that when you see your friends do, you automatically know what they're thinking. Yes, that. That's what she gave me. :) That smile, it means that alam niya na kinikilig ako. And yung parang "Yieeee." smile. Yes from now on yun na ang tawag ko sa smile na yun, yiee smile. :) HAHA. I can't help it, I smiled too, mine was the "Shit, I-know-smile." kasi that's the reason why I don't want people to know kasi kapag meron akong dahilan para kiligin pero kailangan ko itago, naitatago ko, pero pag nalaman ng mga friends mo sila na yung kinikilig para sayo. And things like that. So yea, unfortunately. That happening made my day. ;) Seriously made my day. :"""""> Sad but true. I still like him. I really do, fuck my heart, fuck my mind. But I can't help it.

Then when Roxanne and Brix left. I told her that I saw her smile, and she laughed at me and things like that. And she said na "Bakit siya ganun? Pa-fall. Tangina niya, kanina nasa-kabila siya e. lumipat pa dito, ang layo-layo." and I was like (Really) Hindi, ang sinabi ko "Oo nga e, pero hindi pwede. Tinitigil ko na nga e." And that's what happened today. So wish me luck for our chem exam tomorrow! Goodnight. xx