Diary ng assumera

Freeze

This is it, I told my seat-mate (Pia) who my crush is, and she was like OMG. Facepalm. =)))))) Grabe kasi, hindi talaga siya yung type ko. Not my kind really, except the fact that he reminds me of Pao, which adds up to my feelings. Pao is a gentleman, and Brix is too. Pao is somehow maangas, and Brix as well. That's the reason why I hated him before. But now.. I really don't know.

My crush Brix talked to me before recess this morning, while we are on the school grounds because we are practicing for something. Not to mention that I was absent yesterday because of cough and fever.

Yesterday night, I called Pao, I told him that I'm now going to let my whole self fall for someone, and before I do that, I wanted to clear things out that everything is over between the two of us. And everything's fine. He cried, but he let me go. And wished for me to find my true happiness and to never call again. Because he can't help but fall in love with me. Which is flattering to hear.

While me and Gail are walking. (Gail knows I like Brix)

G=Gail

M=Me

M: Sasama pa ba siya?

G: Ewan ko, may dota yata sila e.

M: Gail, pasamahin mo.

We passed by Brix and stopped in front of him.

B=Brix

G: Brix, sumama ka ha!

(paakbay niya 'to sinabi sakin)

B: Elle, natatakot kasi ako e. Baka lagot ako dun sa ate mo.

E: Halaaaah, hindi yan. Ang kulit. Hindi ka naman pwedeng patayin nun e.

I told him that it will all be okay. And it should be. Inakbayan niya ako, nakakaiyak na katotohanan, please stop the clock. Pause, please. I need to take a picture of this. :(( Pleaseee. Freeze. Nung nakaakbay siya, puputok na yata ako. Hindi ko mapigilan, kaya lang itong si Gail...

G: Elle, tara na! Dun yung grupo natin.

Then we left..

Gail naman, nakaakbay e. Bummer ka e. Kung nababasa mo 'to. Papatayin kita. Tweet mo ako ha? @LenlenRuiz

Then we practiced.

Lunch, I was not feeling well, my friends told me that I should go to the clinic but I don't want to. I went to school because of my friends (Brix, siya lang talaga. Kaya naman na kasi ng mga friends ko na pumunta ng bahay) Sabi ko sakanila, ayaw ko 2 hours nalang naman pero sa totoo lang. Alam ko kasi na pag nagpunta ako ng clinic, papauwiin ako since I can't breathe, I really can't that time. Kristia told me to go to the clinic, all of them actually. (Kristia knows too I like Brix too, the people who knows are the ones who I trust way too much. Yieee) But I refused too, I really don't want to. But deep inside I know that I need to, but I wont. For Brix...

Then all of a sudden I was okay.

Last class before dismissal.

My seat-mate Pia was reporting so the seat beside me is free. Then, Brix sat beside me before the bell rang.

B: Elle, natatakot talaga ako.

E: Okay lang yan.

B: Baka ipalapa ako sa aso niyo e.

E: Ipapalapa ka talaga.

B: Sorry na kasi Elle, sorry na bati na tayo.

E: Pagnatuto na ako tumawid.

B: Sige mamaya tuturuan kita.

E: Hindi, dapat ako. Ako lang magisa.

B: stop look and listen lang kasi.

Tapos yung bwisit ko na kaklase. Si Ron. Inasar kami.

R: Yieee, ikaw Elle ha. Brix ka pala ah.

Yiee, ikaw Brix pinupuntahan mo pa sa harap si Elle ha. Lumipat ka pa talaga ha.

Then he stopped. Then Brix left. Then he went back again then dismissal time... :""""""""">