Diary ng assumera

Some things are better left unsaid

Yesterday, we had our Christmas party. :) Well it was fun, foodtrip to death. :D Foodtrip that you'll almost die. :) Whatever that is, it was fun. :D highlights of my day?

1. I can say that my forever loving seat-mate Woax is really a pretty good gentleman. :) He's like a brother to me. =)))) And I would love love love to be his little sister. Yung tipong kunyari (pero based on true stories) Nganga kami sa seat-work, sabihin mo lang sakanya na Woax, maki-wifi ka na. (Wifi means kopya ng sagot) Then he will, then pag balik niya may sagot na siya, papakopyahin ka niya. :D Tapos, before the Christmas party we pinaguusapan na namin na kuhaan niya ako ng Pizza sa dala niya g Pizza kasi matik yun, mauubos agad. :D =))))) So he did, binigyan niya ako, unang-una pa. :) Kung lahat ng lalaki katulad ni Woax, life would be good. I'm telling you, boys like that still exists, kaya yung mga tao diyan na naghahanap ng ganun, look for my bro, Woax. ;)

2. Exchange-gift, halah. Wala pala akong exchange-gift. -__- Nabasag daw sabi nung nakabunot sakin, malamang frame yun. Good thing nabasag. =)))) Wahahaha!

3. TD's exchabge-gift? Well holla, I got a blue pig stuff toy. Na nagngangalang, I'm little Ms. Piggy. :) Diba? Just like.. Truly yours, tapos blue pa, just like me! :D

3. Tin gave our barkada (unli) Matching tumblers. :) It's soooo cute, way tooo cute.

4. Dismissal? This is shit.

Haaaay, my crib again with my favorite people. :) Anna, Drea, Ghie, Gail, Shell, Tin, Cam, Cecil, and Brix. :( I was like, Why is he here? :\ I'm trying to move on here. :( Haaay, pero at some point, I wanted that. I really did. I was trying my best to avoid him once more, which is a lot easier since his close friends are here too like Cecil, Drea, Anna, Gail and Ghie. Nung nasa jeep kami he told Drea, "why am I here again?" and Drea said "Kasi pinilit kita." and I was like "Edi umuwi ka." Grrr. And Brix was like "No."

Then I was trying my best to avoid him once more which is easier because my head is freaking pounding. So it was easy since when my head is aching I don't usually talk to people. :) Then while we were walking around our I don't know, uhm. Street? Because we are going to buy isaw for our crazy trips. =))))) Tinatry ko yung best ko para magpahuli, kasi gusto ko malayo siya.

Kasi nga ayaw ko mafall, ayaw ko magkaron ng connection saming dalawa, kasi... Aasa lang ako. -___- Ayaw ko na, ayaw ko na masaktan. Eto nanaman ba ako? Papahirapan ko nanaman ba sarili ko? :( Mafafall ka nanaman Elle jan, hindi ka naman niya sasaluhin e. :\ That I assure myself.

Then you know what happened? He stood beside me. :( And we were walking, I think Gail saw that. :) Buong time na naglalakad kami, kinakausap namin ang isa't-isa. :( Convo?

E: Nahihiya ako sa suot ko.

B: Ako nga dapat mahiya e. Ako lang, lalaki.

E: Wag ka magalala, lalaki din ako. :)

B: Whoaaaa. =)))))

Then we went to the Bbq-han we sat there and found a cute little doggy. :) Grrr, nakakagigil siya sa sobrang cute. Tapos gustong-gusto niya yung slippers ko. :D Then, Brix and I talked again, and stuff like that. :) And that moment I wanted to freeze. Seriously, freeze. :| then we went back. :)

It was fun being with those people, but remember. In every fun things, there will always be a bummer. :) So we went home.

Alam niyo yung feeling na mejo mabastos ka? Well, no one knows this but really nabastos ako. Kasi alam mo yung feeling na yung mga tao, nagpunta sa bahay mo, tapos aalis sila kasi pupunta pa sila ng bahay nung isang kasama niyo din to have a chill time just like what you're doing. :| Wala lang, nakakabastos. Pero okay lang, kasi dun sila masaya e. Kesa naman pigilan mo sila, edi dun ka na sa sasaya sila. :) Hi, Gail, if ever you'll read this, wag mo nalang sabihin ha? Pinky promise? Okay, good! Thanks! I love you talaga solid!

And on the other side, which is the bright side. :) Who was left in our house? UNLI! =)))) And I decided to tell Cecil the truth since I'm not in to lying, so I asked Tin and Camille for help. Since they know my secret. So they did, and I told Cecil that I liked Brix nauuna ako kasi first day palang yung sakin and shit like that. And I got hurt by her answer, she said "Mas lalo ko ng gusto si Brix." And I was like ":)" pero deep down, it was like. "Ouch, bastos?" But it's okay, I'll try my best to stop this, since Christmas break na naman, kaya layo-layo muna. :) and then, I fell asleep. Well, you know, true friends take pictures of you while sleeping! Punyeta, ginawa pang wallpaper ko sa ipod and nagsulat sa panty liner at dinikit sa freedom wall ko, hindi ko alam kung tatanggalin ko or what e. -__- I have cray friends. :( =)))))))) And it felt good, and Cecil told me, "Hindi kaya gusto ka din niya? Kasi bakit siya sumama? Dati nung wala pa akong alam, isa ka sa mga pinagseselosan ko e." Uhm I really don't know what to do. :( Rica told me when he saw Brix and I and friends she told me "Elle, wag mo kayang itigil. Wala lang, malay mo." Basta, parang ganun. I don't know, nahihirapan na talaga ako. I'm inlove with him. And I love my friend, at ayaw ko naman masaktan kaya lamang yung maglet go. Atsaka, nararamdaman ko naman na ayaw niya sakin e. kaya, go lang. Go na. That's all, ay wait. Chem exam was a kill time, shit. I am contented with a passing score pero mukang hindi pa aabot, tangina. -____- Kinulang sa time, kinulang sa answers. Shit talaga. End of the world na pala ngayon. :) Wahaaha, uhm. Doomsday confessions? I love you, CPMJ :( I'm sorry.