Diary ng assumera

No not again..

Hohoho. Christmas is in the air. :D Pasko nanaman, naiisip ko lang kung anong mas magandang ipakain, burger or pancit naman? :( Hindi ko alam, Christmas project ko kasi yun this year. ;) See, I'm a good girl. :D

Today is the day that I realized that, I can move on. I hope I can. :( It is shit to move on with someone you haven't even dated. -____- Geez, he's an adorable bustard.

You know what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. But, it kills me to see the only person who keeps me going through every school day is the one that makes me weak. :( It's like, you have no choice since he's your classmate, and you don't want to see him but you can'y help it? Grrr. I wanna kill him.

Today we had a semi-prom thingy with our PE class. :) It was fun, then he talked to me. -____-

B: Ano tara, Gateway na tayo?

E: Ayaw ko, pangEastwood kami.

B: Tara Eastwood!

Grr, I should be happy. Well I was, kaya lang naalala ko na lumalayo nga pala ako. :( So, again. Elle, BACK OFF. Layo!

Sometimes, it's good that friends know. Well, really. :) Thank God, Gail reminded me. =)))) What a good friend she is. Binulong niya sakin 'to.

G: Elle lumayo ka na, ayan ka nanaman. Kinakausap mo nanaman.

E: Oo, eto na. Hindi ko nga kinakausap e, tinatarayan ko na nga.

Then we went down the stairs. :) I was trying my best to avoid this guy because I wanted to not to see Brix because truth is.. I can't help it. I like Brix, I really do. ;( and seeing him, look so cute and.. I hate to say this but, handsome.. I can't help but to fall. So I did my best and told my loving partner Anthony to practice with me because in that way my concentration will not be on Brix. =)))) So we practiced, basta. I did everything, just to not look at him. :) During our practical practices, Brix was practicing too. And on the practical itself, he sat. In front of me. -___- I was like, you're really a bitch aren't you. I was avoiding you and you sat in front of me? You mofo! Ugh, then our teacher asked me if I could be Brix's partner, and to my desire. I said no. :) With my whole heart, I told sir that Anna will be the one to be Brix's partner. =)))))) Wahaha, sorry! :) I needed to do that, because if I don't. I will just fall, even more. And get hurt.. Even more. :( So I backed off. :) Then we had a chill time/picture taking time with my classmates, he talked to me again. Good thing Anna was crazy about Anthony that time, she asked me to sit beside her. So I did, that made Brix and I's conversation shorter. :D Ahhh, good thing I have friends. :)

Then one of my friends, Kristia, heard that I was being bad to Brix, na totoo naman, dati goody-goody pa ako kay Brix but now? No! No! No! Maldita na ako sakanya, hindi naman maldita but, yung normal lang na ako, uhm. Demonyita. Then Kristia asked me.

K: Elle, gaano ba ka sakit?

E: Sobra, Tia. Sobra.

K: Nakakaiyak ba talaga yung story?

E: Oo, tanong mo pa kay Gail.

K: Gusto mo sunugin na natin si Brix?

E: Oo, sige please oo!

K: Talagang tinamaan ka dun?

E: Ewan ko din, wag na natin pag-usapan. Kinakalimutan ko na nga e.

K: Kaya ka ba ganyan?

E: anong ganyan?

K: Hindi ka naman ganyan.

E: Anong ganyan?

K: Masama, pag may nagagawa or nasasabi kang masama you usually pat your mouth. Pero ngayon.

E: ano?

K: You give it away to Brix, like he had done something so bad.

E: Yes, I give it to him like that, because he did done me bad.

K: Gaano ba kasakit?

E: Sobra Tia, sobra. Sobra talaga. As in. Tara na practice tayo!

Well, kasi masakit talaga. Ng sobra. :( As in sobra. Grabe talaga. :)

Then it's his practical time. And Anna asked us to join them. And we did, but they repeated about 3 times, Anna even asked me kung pwede daw ako nalang pumartner kay Brix. Hindi niya daw kasi alam, napapahamak lang daw si Brix. What is my reply? "Papartneran mo kay Gail. Hindi din ako marunong. :)"

Then dismissal time, smurf craziness again is in the air. :) He once again said sorry. And I said no. And he said "sorry na nga kasi", which is very cute if he does. :( Grr, I can't help it. But I said no, and I guess I forever will say no. Or maybe I should say yes para quits na kami, since na-op naman siya samin nila Gail nung nagpunta dito. I don't know, I'll just update you guys for prior notice. That's all for now, I must sleep at gigising pa ako mamayang 11:00 PM para magaral sa exams bukas. Well, wish me luck! :**