We're Classic Hysteria// Awsten Knight

24- I've Spent Some Years Rewinding

-Awsten's POV-

It's been a few weeks and we were having Gracie over to hangout today for a bit and hangout with the kids. Something she hadn't done in a really long time.

She arrived and sat down on the couch, Aria and the kids were still sleeping.

"Awsten can we talk?" She spoke and I walked over and sat next to her.

TW: SELF HARM, MENTIONS OF SUICIDE

"Yeah, what's up?" I spoke, this after noticing she was wearing a long sleeve in May.

"Awsten I'm so sorry" She spoke as she noticed me staring at her arms, she rolled up her sleeves just enough so I could see.

I grabbed her and pulled her close.

"Why didn't you tell someone?" I spoke and she broke down in my arms.

"I didn't think you'd care, you've been so busy-"

"Gracie Marie Knight, I am never too busy for you, ever" I spoke and she just cried into my sweater for a while. I was helping her calm down when Aria came down the stairs.

"Is everything okay?" She spoke and I just shook my head and she came all the way down.

"It's ripping her apart, literally" I spoke and she looked down at Gracie's arms.

"Aria I can't go through this again" I spoke and she held me. Before Gracie looked up.

"I didn't wake you did I?" Gracie spoke and Aria took my place on the couch.

"Absolutely not. Are you okay?" She spoke and I just watched.

"Can we go into the kitchen?" Gracie spoke and they got up, going into the kitchen.

-Gracie's POV-

I wanted to talk to someone, I did. But i couldn't bring myself to do it.

I was ready to just say fuck it until I walked into this house.

"Alright love, spit it out" Aria spoke and I fell into her arms, now breaking down again.

"I wanted to do it. I still do, but I don't know how to make it all go away and I feel like I'm disappointing Awsten and I just-"

"Hey, hey. Gracie, honey, slow down" She spoke, cutting me off.

"I don't wanna live anymore, I just can't. But I don't wanna disappoint Awsten, or our mom, I don't know what to do" I spoke and she just held me close.

"Why didn't you say something sooner?" she spoke and I just shrugged.

"I thought you guys were too busy-" I spoke and I started to feel dizzy. I hadn't realized I was scratching at the already open cuts until I fell unconscious.

-Aria's POV-

We were talking when all of a sudden she fell completely unconscious.

"Awsten! Call an Ambulance! It's Gracie!" I shouted and moments later there were paramedics in our house and Awsten was crying on my shoulder.

"Hey, hey. She'll probably be fine, she just lost a lot of blood. You wanna go with her?" I asked and he nodded, I sent him on his way and met them there in my own car.

"Knight" I spoke as I walked into the building.

"Sorry, no ones allowed in there right now, you can go sit over there" She pointed and I saw Awsten sitting there sobbing.

I walked over and pulled him close.

"Hey, hey. Take a breath Aws, it's alright," I spoke and he wrapped his arms around me, crying softly.

A few hours had passed and we still hadn't heard anything, and I had already called Chloe to watch the kids. As we were about to leave someone spoke.

"Knight?" The voice spoke and we both turned around to see that it was a doctor.

"Is she okay?" He spoke and the doctors face became gloomy

"She's still unconscious, so we're not sure, but we think she will be. Have a nice day" he spoke and we walked out, Awsten still crying softly.

"How bout we go get some dinner and hangout for a bit huh? Get your mind off of it?" I spoke and he nodded. I called Chloe to see if she could watch the kids for the night and she said yes, so Awsten and I went out and had a fun night out, possibly for the last time.