We're Classic Hysteria// Awsten Knight

33- You Know I'd Die For You

-Aria's POV-

We get a very small like 3 day break at the end of this week and to say i was excited... my god.

Getting Awsten out of bed was so difficult, he was really struggling to keep his head above water and I was worried. It was then that Geoff texted me.

'Has Awsten been drinking any water, he seems hella dehydrated.'

That's when it dawned on me how bad it was getting.

'No, and now that I think about it, I don't think he's eaten today either. Can you please make sure he eats?'

It hit me like a brick and tears slipped from my eyes.

'Yeah, for sure. Take care of yourself too ari.'

I turned my phone off after reading Geoff's texted and let myself cry, it was then that I felt a hand on my shoulder.

I looked up to see De'wayne.

"Sorry, what's up?" I spoke, wiping my tears.

"You. What's wrong?" He spoke and I just layed down on the couch.

"I'm worried about Awsten, he hasn't been eating much, or drinking a lot of water, and I know he's grieving but I'm worried" I spoke and he grabbed my hand.

"He's gonna be okay. Worry about yourself for a bit okay? Go get some water and something to eat" he spoke and that's exactly what I did.

The weekend came way too fast for my liking. Being in the house where all the problems started just sits weird with me, but I try to push that feeling aside.

"Aria, can we talk?" Awsten spoke as I was making us dinner. I turned around and saw the fear in his eyes.

"Awsten, hey. What's wrong?" I spoke and a tear slipped from his eye.

"How angry would you be if I told you this place brought back shit memories and staying here just doesn't interest me?" he spoke and I smiled.

"I'd agree with you and say let's get the fuck out of here. There's so many bad memories attached to this place, I'm ready to start over" I spoke and he smiled.

I finished making dinner and we ate, I had been watching him a lot closer than I should have, just because I'm worried.

"Awsten, I'm really worried about you" I spoke and he looked up at me.

"Why?" he spoke and I sighed.

"Because you haven't been eating, and you've been sleeping a lot, and I'm really worried about your mental health" I spoke and he frowned.

"I'm sorry. I'm okay though, I promise" He spoke and I just sighed.

"Awsten?" I spoke

"What's up?" He spoke, looking at me confused.

"You know I'd die for you, right?" I spoke, being genuine

"I know"

"Okay, I love you" I spoke, kissing him softly.

"I love you too"