We're Classic Hysteria// Awsten Knight

32- Worth All Of The Long Nights

-Aria's POV-

We were 8 days away from the UK tour, and we had no idea if Motionless was going to be touring with us again or not. Awsten was stressing, and he was also struggling to keep his head above water emotionally.

I called up Veronica to see what the plan was.

Veronica Aria

Hey!

Hi, I have a super weird question that you might be able to answer for me.

Okay shoot.

I'm trying to finish up this tour Graphic. Is motionless touring with parx in the UK?

shit , i'm gonna hurt Chris for not telling you guys, but yes they are. I decided to take the kids to visit while you guys are away.

Okay wonderful! I'm really hoping we don't have to deal in drama this time around, but only god knows with our management.

Yeah, that's why I'm happy that I got signed with fearless, but I got some exciting news.

Oh? Do tell?

I'm going on tour with sleeping with sirens, and pierce the veil next year.

Oh my god! That's so exciting! Send me pictures, lots of them.

Definitely, and I get to bring the twins with me, I'm beyond excited!

I could imagine! Okay, I gotta go finish this Graphic and get Awsten out of bed. He's spent almost everyday in bed since after the wedding. Kinda worrisome.

Ok let me know how that goes! Love ya!

Love ya too!

I hung up the phone and went to finish the graphic before sending it to Awsten, Geoff and De'Wayne to tweet.

I then went into the room and tapped Awsten's shoulder lightly.

"Come on Aws, you gotta get out of bed" I spoke and he sat up.

"But why?" He spoke and I sat down next to him.

"Because we're gonna go out for breakfast with the kids and then go hangout with Chloe and Geoff and make cookies. Okay?" I spoke and he nodded, sliding out of bed and kissing me softly before walking into the bathroom to shower

I was really worried about Awsten. As was Benji, who'd been calling and texting non stop to try and get him to cancel the UK tour but he kept refusing.

I had talked to De'Wayne about it and he told me to just wait it out, because as soon as he got on the stage he'd feel a little bit better. I really hoped he was right.

We went out for breakfast and then headed to Geoff and Chloe's.

"So, I have some news" I spoke and they all just looked at me.

"The UK tour graphic is finished. And it's in your email" I spoke and Awsten and Geoff both checked their emails.

"Yo, am I allowed to tweet this?" Awsten spoke and I nodded, giving them the go ahead.

@/awsten: YOOOOOOO UR NEVER GONNA BELIEVE THIS. UK/EU TOUR STARTS IN 7 DAYS!! BIRMINGHAM, MANCHESTER, LONDON, BRISTOL, ALL OF Y'ALL. TIX ON SALE NOW WWW.WATERPARKSBAND/TOUR

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@/underscoregeoff: YO YO YO! TOUR STARTS UP AGAIN IN JANUARY! GO GET TIX WWW.WATERPARKSBAND/TOUR BUT FOR NOW COME WATCH ON TWITCH! ANSWERING TOUR QUESTIONS! WWW.TWITCH.TV/UNDERSCOREGEOFF  

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@/yeahdewayne: UHM THIS TOUR GRAPHIC IS COOL AF. TOURING WIF PARX AND MIW IN DA UKKKKKKK. WWW.WATERPARKSBAND/TOUR

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-time skip to tour-

We were on the tour bus, finally. We managed to make it so we could all share one tour bus and cut down the tour spending.

We were on the bus when for the first time since Gracie passed, benji called me first.

Aria Benji

Hey!

Hey Ari, I know I don't do this often but I just called to thank you.

Oh? For what?

For being there for Awsten. I know I've been pushing for you guys to cancel, but I just got off the phone with Geoff, and he said that Awsten's best moments are with you or on the stage. So Thank you for keeping him going.

Of course. The grieving process is hard, but we're workong through it together.

Thank you again

He spoke and then hung up.

"Everything alright?" Geoff spoke from behind me, scaring me slightly

"Yeah yeah, all good. That was Benji. He called to thank me" i spoke an he sighed.

"Me too. I'm just glad awsten hasn't gona completely insane" Geoff spoke and I sighed.

"Yeah, but I might. You guys had to choose openers that spend most night screaming and partying and I can never get anything done at night" I spoke, laughing slightly.

"You can always use the back room, the only thing that happens back there is me playing guitar so I don't fuck up on stage" He spoke and I smiled.

"I might take you up on that. I have to edit our wedding photos." I spoke and he just looked at me.

"Chloe took them, but I'm gonna edit them to make them the way I want" I spoke and he looked at me again.

"Oh, okay cool. Well, let me know if you need anything. Awsten hasn't been out of his bunk since he got in it" He spoke and I took that as my cue to go check on him.

"Awsten, honey, are you alright?" I spoke and he opened up his curtain, allowing me room to slide in.

"Let me see your arms" I spoke and he held them out, allowing me to roll up his sleeves.

"Okay, good. Don't do that, ever. It's not worth it" I spoke and he fell into my arms.

"It's alright, you're okay. Take a deep breath" I spoke and he calmed down, falling asleep in my lap.

This is gonna be a long road.