Adopted by Emma Watson.

t w e n t y - t h r e e

I was watching this show last week, and I realized something, I've never wanted to get stranded on an island with seven other girls before in my life. But now, it was different I wouldn't mind it, I wanted to go full blown hatchet I feel as though it'd be different and fun. 

Like have you ever watched The Walking Dead or Fear the Walking Dead and you thought to yourself 'Hey, that looks fun, I lowkey hope that something like that happens in my lifetime'. Because you aren't alone. But no for real though I was feeling really like that. 

But when I told Emma she just handed me Harry Potter and The Sorcerers's Stone; kind of conceded if you ask me. A little self promotion going on I see. Either way I am only like hundred and thirty pages in, it's really interesting. 

It still didn't help with my urges to get in a purposeful plane crash and get stranded with six other girls I don't know. I was very much into that idea, Emma could hand me as many Harry Potter books as she wanted it wasn't going to stop me from having those urges. 

And also, where the fuck did she get it? Like she pulled it out of a drawer in the kitchen? Does she literally have random books lying around like that, that's actually rather funny. On the other hand when I told Olivia she was down, she wanted to do it, Emma needed to be like Olivia. 

I only got so far in reading until I began writing, OH SHIT. I forgot to mention I am working on a novel. I have taken a rather far interest in english, they had to raise me to classes in it because I am rather good in. So my teacher recommended that I could have a serious career in it, figured if the acting gig doesn't pan out I could easily write something. 

It's pretty basic story, about government and shit, a girl trying to over throw it, fuck democracy and that. But off that topic, Emily is still alive I know people love her, at least I hope they do. Emma was very excited to hear I was writing something, she's read some of my stuff and was impressed. 

She read a little bit of the book and said she'd love to act in a movie like that, even said that it might be a movie someday. I just hope the world thinks what she does, because that'd be cool. I didn't want a boring nine to five job, I wasn't basic like that, I liked writing. Worse comes to worse I write articles and freelance, that wouldn't be so bad. No it wouldn't; that seems like something I'd enjoy. 

Olivia was in the english class as me, we both liked writing. We joked about co-writing a book together, but now I think we both might be serious because we spent like four hours last night going over ideas, it was cool. 

Also, one more thing, stargazing. If you haven't done it yet, do it. Just go sit outside in your back yard and star up at the sky. I promise you it's calming and fun, I do it almost every night and I have no regrets, My favorite thing in this world is the fucking moon. I just love it. 

Mina was right, maybe I didn't need to go back, I couldn't see myself going back. I was thankful for the time I got to spend at the orphanage but here I sat in the backyard of Emma Watson's house stargazing, she was confused as to what I was doing, but she laughed and went back inside. 

I am just loving life.