HELP ME!

Chapter 9

(Few weeks later)

I walk into school , it's freezing outside

And Since I don't have any other clothes, I am freezing.  And my hands are numb as well as most of my body

I go and sit in the back of the classroom and keep my head down,

We only have a few days til we turn in the project and We have everything made, just need to put it all together

Jason glares at me and I see some people laugh at me , probably for how Fat and gross I am

I was locked so far in my own thoughts I didn't realise Rebecca had sat down in the seat next to me like always , and she taps my arm, I flinch back, we've grown Semi close over the last couple weeks , She even stayed round most of the day, but my dad saw her and She had to leave, and I got a Pretty bad Bruise from that

"Hey Alex, what are you doing after school? Do you wanna come and finish the project at mine?" She says after Tapping my arm

"I..I can't , I have homework, " I don't have a lot, but She will end up hating me when she spends more time with me, and if the project is over , Jason will be able to beat me up again, it's kinda been nice having him not hurt me

"Oh okay, that fine" she smiles

I then work and wait until lunch

I havnt eaten in 6 days , I had some Left over pizza my dad got , he was to drunk  to remember buying it so it worked out perfectly, and Tommy loved it

I had to stop reading because my dad punched me in the eye and it hurts to read , so I'm just trying to pass time by Doing nothing, and I hate it

After being bored for the rest of the day, I start walking in the freezing cold to Tommy's nursery

When I get there I'm shaking  from the cold like Mad

I step inside and I get Tommy and he hugs me, and it felt nice having Tommy's warm hug, and we say bye to the workers, and Start walking home

Tommy is shivering and I pick him up and end up walking the rest of the way as I carry him

"A..a..awelx?"
"Yeah bud?"
"W..we see Wizard and dragons tomorrow, at scwhool"
"That's amazing Buddy, you deserve to be Happy" I Say as I kiss his forehead

I carry him the way home and lucky my dad is at work so I get Tommy in Pjs and I start cooking his food, I'm making Pasta (the one my dad likes) cause he might be back soon and I don't want him to start on me or Tommy

Later

I'm carry the sleeping Boy up to our room, I put him in his Broken crib and lay him down , he whines slightly but I put my blanket over him so he's warm and I leave the room, and I start walking downstairs but then I see my dad right in front of me, clearly drunk

"Ugh move faggot, I need to see your Brother" he shoves me aside and i quickly block the door

"P..please dad I-" I get stopped by my dad Slapping me and then grabbing my neck and pulling me to him

"Listen here you worthless Disgusting Pig, Don't call me your dad, I didn't ask to fucking have you and you are always fucking asking for shit , and then complain when ever I do anything!!!" He punches me in the nose , making it start to bleed, and he starts lifting me off the floor by my neck, and I am trying to kick at him so I can't breathe
He then hold me over the stairs

"You are pathetic, you are selfish, you are the ugliest person ever , no one will ever love you, you fail at everything you do and you should just fucking kill yourself because that's better for everyone's" he says and spits on me

He then throws me down and I start falling down the stairs and I'm bearly clinging on to consciousness

And my dad starts kicking me and Punching me, and stomping on me

And I end up passing out and the last thing I felt was my pants being pulled down