HELP ME!

Chapter 8

We start walking outside on the nice day , it's sunny and I realise it's probably the last good sunny day in a while since it's winter soon (which is always hell) but Atleast I wear my beanie most of the time , like right now

We walk for a bit, and we get a perfectly small beach c with rlly nice water view

The water goes on what seems like forever and it's so pretty

Tommy gets nervous and hugs my leg
"It's okay Buddy, I'm here"
I Pat his hair and smile

"O..Okie" he looks at Rebecca and She walks into the Ocean, only going up to her knees

"Come on in guys!!" She smiles and laughs and Tommy still looks nervous

"I..it will be okay Tommy" I say and he smiles and holds my hand as we go into the Ocean, Tommy goes out up to his knees , which was fine cause I didn't wasn't got any further , I havnt had the best experience with Oceans

My dad once tried to drown me , and Once James took me here when I was 13 and fuck me , it hurt so fucking much

I snap out of my thoughts and Tommy was running around and giggling getting wet and Rebecca is chasing him and smiling and I watch and smile

"Allwex she chasing me" He keeps laughing and Then runs behind me , laughing

Rebecca then grabs Tommy and starts tickling Tommy and he is laughing his head off and I smile , and they keep running around, I feel bed cause I never get to play with a Tommy, I'm always trying to make sure He stays alive , not letting him have a life

I walk back abit sit down , not wanting to ruin there fun , which I always do

After awhile of them playing , I'm sitting and running my finger along the sand , it's relaxing, and then Tommy comes to me and hugs me , hugging me , and he is tired

"Hey Buddy, did you enjoy that?" I say and stand up , holding him

"Mhm" he nods and smiles and Rebecca comes up to us

"How come ya didn't go in the water? It was really nice" She says while drying her hair and looking at me

"I..I just like the sand more" I say, not knowing what to say other than "because I don't wanna ruin everything"

"Okay, well let's Get back to the house then"  she smiles and wrapped the towel around her and gets Tommy wrapped in one

And we start walking back

When we are dressed again she said I could kept the clothes that she gave us,

"Wait what? B..but these area yours" I say, I'm scared to take anything fro anyone , only because I've been thrown down the stairs because of being selfish tooo many times

"They arnt mine, they are for anyone who needs them, and you can keep them, don't worry, 100% free , no other add on" she smiles and dosnt take them back from me

"O..oh, o..okay..."

"No problem" she smiles

1 hours later

I walk in the front door with Tommy and he is very happy cause of the beach and I'm happy cause I got new clothes for Tommy and I put them in our room

And I walk downstairs and I see Tommy Jump up to the couch and I see my dad is there and when I come down he smirks

"Come here faggot, let me see your hand" he says , beer in hand and watching a Show with slot of Blood and I see Tommy get but scared by it

I walk to my dad and he grabs my neck and pushes me to my knees

"UShow me your hand then!!" He slaps me and I get my hand out and he looks pissed when he sees the bandage
"The fuck is that!!" He grabs my hand harshly and slaps me
"I DIDNT FUXKIN SAY ANYTHING ABOUT YOU USING BADAGES!!!"

He throws my beanie off me again and grabs my hair and pulls me to him
, he spits in my face and Then starts unzipping his pants

, he turns to Tommy "you better lean a thing or two too , you need to get better" he says to my 3 year old brother

He gets his cock out and slaps me again and then makes me start sucking , I hate it so much

As he is raping my mouth , he looks at my brother and says "mmm fuck, I wish you could do this too, then daddy will love you even more"

I keep sucking and I'm trying my hardest to not be in as much pain as I can be

But my dad makes me jerk him off while I'm sucking him, but with my bad hand it hurts a lot

My dad pushes my head down and I choke and try to pull my head away but he holds me even further down

"Take it you fucking whore" he slaps me and keeps fucking my Face

I keep forcing myself to not pull away

"Tommy, look how bad your brother is doing it" he is saying to the boy who is kinda scared

He then pulls my head hair , holding onto my hair and stands me up and shoved me onto the couch and pulls down my pants and underwear and pushes my head down , and shoved himself into me and I cry out

"AHH!!" I scream and my dad covers my mouth and starts fucking me

"Mmm fuck, I know you love getting a your dads cock" he keeps fucking me and I keep trying to zone out but he keeps Pulling my hair and spitting on me

After a few minutes of holding me down , he cums into me and pulls out , he puts his cock away and walks upstairs to his room

"Fuckkng pig" he says just before closing his door

I go to the Bathroom and I have to clean myself up and walk back to Tommy and I start cooking, and I change the channel to a kids one

My hand hurts a lot, I'm still having to use to for cooking and everything, but I get over it