HELP ME!

Chapter 15

In the morning, I wake up at the normal time, and the pain of the beating from my dad's friends rushed to me.

I hate when I wake up, it hurts the most then

I gently wake up tommy, and he hugged me, I picked him up and took him downstairs , my dad was asleep on the couch , bottles on the floor, clearly all finished, he was 1/2 clothes

I put tommy down and make sure he's quiet,
And I try and open the cabinet to get a breakfast bar out for him, and I hand him it, and he smiles and hugged me

even tho it hurts a lot when he hugged me , I still like being hugged by him

I go and get him dressed and ready for Nursery

I don't have any school today as they have training for the teachers

I finish getting him ready and get myself ready quickly, and I start walking with Tommy

It takes me about 3 hours to get there and back

I walk in the house and go upstairs

My dad grabs me when I was trying to walk into my room, he pulled me back and I fell down onto my back,

"What the fuck are you here for?!" He starts yelling and stomps on my chest

"S..school was cancelled" I manage to say between coughing up blood, which he didn't like either, to stomped on my face too, he walked after

"Haha... good... looks like we can have time for fun then...James is coming over."

I get a risky idea, and I manage to say

"C..c.can I have $2..20 from him?" I say, coughing blood again, I need the money desperately, it's almost tommy's birthday, he desperately needs and deserves it, I don't deserve it but I need some too

My dad paused , looked at me and looks super angry, he then started to kick, punching me, insulting me , he then grabbed my head, banging it on the floor, making it ring, and he stomps on my throat, and I can't breathe for almost a couple minutes , gasping for air

20 minutes later

"Selfish fucker."
He says, putting his bloody belt back on, and walking away

I managed to slowly get up, it took me almost 10 minutes to sit up

I kinda crawl to my bed and lay down in so much pain still,

I pass out on the mattress , my nose bleeding as I fell asleep

Hour later

I wake up to someone grabbing me and pulling me by my shirt and hair, I cry out in pain

"Get the fuck up"

I hear James's voice, and look around to see him standing above, and he kicked my face, I also see my dad in the doorway, holding something but I couldn't see what it was

He grabbed me by the hair , and made me sit up, and he then forced his cock my throat

I cry and choke out, trying to pull away but he held me there, holding me down , and I tear up as he kept fucking

"U want some of my hard earned money?!! GOTTA EARN IT" he yelled, pulling away from me and he slapped me harsh, I can tell my face had became red, I could also tell my nose was all bloody too, dripping down my face

He shoved himself down my throat again, and he started trusting , I just take it, too exhausted to fight

And after awhile, after he kept insulting me, my dad kept watching, not sure what he has in his hand, he then came, and I hated it