HELP ME!

Chapter 1

I walk into school 20 minutes late , my dad was mad this morning so I've already been beat up today , but atleast Tommy wasn't

I quickly get to my classroom and I say sorry to my teacher and I go and sit at the back

While I'm walking Jason (my Bully , who is very strong , I don't get why he hates me he just always has , he is Popular, Rich , and captain of the Football team) puts his foot out and trips me up and everyone laughs
"What's the matter Faggot?" He says while smirking

He laughs and I go and sit at the back at my desk , the desk next to me is his girlfriend Rebecca, We've never rlly spoke , but she is also popular and VERY rich

I then sit and try and take notes for my class and when the bell rings I quickly walk out , trying to avoid them but i go to my Locker and get my Math book out and then just after I close it I get pulled back and I fall over

"Aww little Faggot fell" Ryan (Jason's best friend) kicks me in the side 2 times and walks away laughing and people ignore me as I get back up

Later

I'm outside, reading under a tree at lunch , I haven't eaten in about 9 days , I'm already Fat enough anyway

After one more class , and sitting through a Boring History Class , thr teacher Says
"Alright class , for the next couple Weeks I won't be giving homework , you'll be working in pairs of two to make a Big moment I'm history, it can be as big as you need , Granted it can fit though the door, but it has to look like 2 months worth of work! I'll pair you up so there isn't any Unfair pairs"

After saying the groups
"Alex and...."
Jason Buts in
"Oooo who gets the Faggot" he says smirking and people laugh and look at me ,
"Calm down Jason" the teacher say , he never gets In trouble , this is a Expensive school for rich kids , but I got in though some sort of competition So I don't pay , but I have to keep doing Good work my teachers hate me because they could have more money if I wasn't here and a different student can be here and paying
"Rebecca, you're with Alex" the teacher says , snapping me out of my thoughts

She looks at me dose a Sort of grunt thing to let me know she saw me

Jason looks very pissed at me

Later

I get up off the floor of the school Bathroom, my face is bleeding and there are probably other things too, Jason and 3 of his friends just beat me up

I wipe my black hoodie of any bloody I can , and put my Beanie back on and I grab my backpack and start walking to Tommy's nursery

I live about 3 hour walk away from my school , my dad drives past here on his way to work but he never takes us

It takes maybe hour and 1/2 to get tommy , which is nice because I get to walk alone time to myself which I don't normally get

Later

Tommy comes running out to me , he is smaller than a normal 3 year old , he's also skinny but it's a "healthy amount "

"ALLLWEXX" he giggles and run to me and gives me a Big hug

"Tommy!" I smile and i hugs me back

I take his bag and carry it and we start walking after I say bye to his teacher

Me and Tommy talk About his school , he said he was scared this morning because I was getting beat up

"I'm ok Tho Tom" i say

"But you had blood on and it was scary because dada was yelling at me" he says

"I know Tom..."

Tommy tells me about the stuff he did at school today , he said he saw a Dragon, which he loves

After another 1 1/2 hours of walking , we finally get home , Tommy is tired and hungry because I didn't bring him a Snack for the way home this morning

I walk inside and to my relief, Dad isn't home

When we get inside I put tommy down , he was tired so I had to carry him for awhile

We live in a bad Neighbourhood , there are a lot of Crimes , rapes , and there are some gangs , the school is in a Very nice neighbourhood with a bunch of rich kids , That's why there are all rich kids there

My house is pretty rundown , there are two floor , downstairs is pretty basic , there is a Kitchen that is also a Living room , we have a small backyard that is over grown and all messy , with beer cans all over it

Me and Tommy share a room and and my dad has the bigger room next to ours
And then there is a bathroom up there too and that's it

I put Tommy down and he giggles and runs too the old beat up couch
And he sits down

"Alwex come sit" he smiles and pats the seat next to him

"I've gotta get you some food in that belly of yours first" I say and laugh and I walk to the kitchen part and I get pasta out , luckily for me my dad didn't like this pasta so I can save it for Tommy

I cook it for him and put some cheese and sauce on it for him and then give it to him and then wash up , I'm not gonna eat be I don't wanna be gross and even more fat

After I finish cleaning up I go and sit on the couch and Tommy is eating his food and we are watching a Random movie on TV and then the front door opens and my dads best friend (James, who is Jason's sad , he is actually very attractive but I can't ever be attracted to him from everything he has done to me and Tommy) Walks in , wearing a black work suit

"Uncle James!!" Tommy runs up to him and James smirks and picks him up

"Hey buddy, what's up cutie" he smiles

I hate that Tommy likes him , he dosnt understand , Tommy didn't understand that when he wakes up in pain it's cause my dad or James just fucking raped him , I can't do anything about it , I've tried to tell poeple but they always think I'm lying or my dad convinced them that I was

"Oh hay Alex , so tommy do you wanna play a Game with me ?" James says

"Okie, what game is it?" Tommy says completely unaware

"I..I'll play it instead" I say , basically saying he can rape me as long as He leaves tommy alone

James sighs and puts tommy down and I stand up and James walks to me and punches me in the face and I fall on the floor and Tommy looks scared

James then starts beating me up

"How fucking dare you , you fucking faggot , you are worthless, you don't get to choose what happens to your worthless body" and then he keeps kicking me and Tommy is crying and I manage to say

"T..t..Tommy g..go upstairs quickly" he says but he didn't move he just is crying crawled into a Ball

James keeps beating me up and he pulls me up by my hair and then slams me into a Cubord and I then pass out....