A reason to live.

Epilogue

Hey wattpadies,

Sorry for the wait, anyway…just wanted to clear some confusion from the last chapter

1.     I know men don’t worry much about their clothes, so when Sara asks Rohan what he was thinking about….it's because ...Rohan was thinking of something else but covered it up by saying that he was thinking of the clothes.

2.    Why did Sara tell everyone to wish at 12:30?

Well, they were in love and she didn’t want to be interrupted when she wished Rohan ;).

As I read my journal, I thought of how I had actually celebrated his birthday.

He had work till early in the morning and so, I was asleep when he came home. In the morning I got ready and he was still asleep so, I left a birthday card by the bed kissed him on his cheek and rushed to work.

When I came back home, he was out with his friends, I freshened up and helped in the kitchen, so I practically didn’t get to see him.

It was only in the night that I got to talk to him, as soon as he came to the bedroom I hugged him from behind “happy birthday Jun!!, I’m so sorry, I didn’t wish you before, ugh!!, I’m such an irresponsible wife..” I said.

He turned so he could face me “sh… it's fine, each one has their own work to do, I understand, at the end of it you’re here and that’s all that matters” he said 

“But, I’m not anyone, right?” I said, he nodded 

“its okay, don’t worry and let’s not ruin this moment” he said and kissed my forehead as I lay my head on his chest.

As I replayed the whole scene, I noticed the door knob twist. In a swift moment I jerked the journal away and tried to hide it, but it was too late, “what is that?” Jun asked. 

“uhmm...Nothing,  how was your day?” I asked trying to change the subject, 

“It was good, but show me that” he said as he reached for it behind me 

“okay wait, here” I said giving my journal and not looking at his expression.

My journal was a blue book of handmade paper on the cover and cream colored pages, in it I wrote of how I dream of life and has most of my imaginations,  after a while of skimming the pages, he kept the book down on the bed, in front of where I was sitting and without saying a word got up, I held his wrist and stopped him and got up, so that I was facing him. That’s when I noticed that his eyes looked sad and guilty.

“Jun” I said as I kept my hand on his shoulder 

“I’m sorry Sara, I really am, I’m sorry that I can’t give you the kind of life you wanted, and that you have to go through all this because you’re with me.” Jun said, I tapped him on his head 

“Jun, what’s wrong with you, everyone has dreams and wishes. Of course since it was my imagination or wishes, I will think of the happy part of life, as if I will wish for struggles and want all of it for us” I pulled him closer and put my hand around his neck, he raised his head and looked at me straight in my eyes, “what we shared, what we went through are all a very important part of my life, that makes me who I am” I continued.

“The times when we had a bad day and you confided in me and me in you, the times you were unable to control your tears in front of me, but held back in front of everyone, I consider that more intimate than anything else. Jun, and  let me tell you, no one can change what we have, and I love it just the way we are” I said as I placed my head on the nape of his neck and kissed him softly and nuzzling him on his neck, as he relaxed and held my waist.

He pulled back and looked at me as if he had just found something very important, a broad smile on his lips which made his eyes  twinkle with excitement, “uhmm… so.. Was I your reason to live?” he asked and I blushed nodding and was welcomed with a warm hug.  

Hey wattpadies,

I know the ending is a little filmy and cliché,

I want to thank each and every one of you who have read this story, do pass on this story so your friends may also read it, I hope you enjoyed it as much as I enjoyed writing it for you.

This is my first story, and I will always cherish this experience.

 A big thank you, as A reason to live had reached 10k and I’m so happy.

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Once again thank you all and love you loads.