happy | yeonbin

sunflower.

the alarm rang loudly and yeonjun quickly switched it off. he didn't even know why he kept the alarm.

it was not like he slept anyways.

for yeonjun, sleep was a privilege. it amazed him how easily people fell into a deep slumber while he struggled every night to even get his eyes to close. his thoughts just wouldn't allow that.

it was 6:30 am.

yeonjun got up and went to the washroom. his eyes were red, which wasn't really a surprise, and he had eyebags.

he sighed. it was troublesome to wear under-eye cream everyday to cover the bags but he didn't want to worry anyone.

he finished his morning routine of washing his face, brushing his teeth and such. he had around two more hours till school started so he decided to take a shower.

he didn't particularly like school but he didn't hate it there. he had no friends and no one noticed him. which was perfectly fine by him.

after his shower, yeonjun wore his freshly ironed uniform, which had been ironed the previous day by his butler, and his mask.

yeonjun never went anywhere without wearing his mask. it gave him a sense of security when he wore it. if he didn't wear it, it felt like the whole world could see everything about him. every damn thing.

he walked down the stairs and was greeted by their butler, mr.choi

"Yeonjun, breakfast has been prepared."

yeonjun avoided making eye contact with his butler. he just couldn't do it. everytime he looked at those smiling eyes, a feeling of suffocation overwhelmed him.

"thank you"

he quickly finished his breakfast and walked out his house. he looked at his house before walking to school.

oh, how much he hated that place.

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he reached school and since he was early there weren't many students. he went to the library first. he always went there, everyday. 

he plugged in his earphones and put his head on arms, in an attempt to sleep. for some reason, for the first time in 4 days, he fell asleep.

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"OH MY GOD"

"CAN I SQ--"

"dammit, more ho-"

"he's hot"

yeonjun slowly opened his eyes, disturbed by the sound and looked at the watch. he still had some time till class started. 

"UM, HI"

yeonjun looked outside the library door, it looked like there was huge crowd. but he wasn't interested.

if you don't look at what's happening, you'll stick out.

yeonjun immediately got up, he didn't want to stick out. he wanted to blend in. he joined the crowd and craned his neck to see what was causing such a huge commotion. and that's when he saw him.

he had such a bright aura, an aura that screamed "LOOK AT ME". he was pretty tall, his facial features was almost feminine, he had full lips, eyes that would captivate anyone who looked at them and he had such a warm and welcoming smile.

yeonjun stared at that guy and then he saw his name tag.

"Choi Soobin"

soobin reminded him too much of that guy.

yeonjun looked away and scowled. he hated people like him. he hated people who stuck out like a sunflower in a field of daisies.

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[EDITED]

FIRST CHAPTER IS OUT !! how did you like? i'm pretty excited to write this story to be honest and it's my first txt fanfiction :))

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