Quit

Chapter 8

TW: drug use

{Your POV}

"I'm going to my room Liam" I said and started to walk upstairs

"Why?" He asked

"I have to get my phone" I lied and walked upstairs

I needed drugs. I injected some heroin in my arm. After ten minutes my breathing changed and my chest and shoulders were moving up and down while I breathed in a shallow way

I tried to get up and walk to the mirror of my room but fell down with my back against my bed. I was gasping for air and looked at my hands and arms. My skin was so pale and my fingertips and lips had a blue tint

What the fuck was happening to my fucking body?

I put my index and middle finger on my neck to check my pulse and it was weak. I suddenly had a seizure and it was hard for me to stay awake. After a few minutes my eyes began to close. I tried my best to keep them open but eventually gave up on fighting against whatever was going on in my body. Everything went black

{ Ariana's POV }

I was driving to Y/n from the studio and I was excited to see her since Liam invited me and Zayn.

Suddenly I got a call from Zayn and picked up

"Hey babe" I smiled

"Ariana- Y/n" he said

"What?" I asked

"She's in her room and not answering." He said.

"Maybe she fell asleep" I shrugged not making a big deal out of it

"Like half an hour ago she told us that she just had to get her phone but it's been thirty minutes Ariana" he said

"Fucking hell. She's not a person who takes naps what the fuck. I'm actually worried now shit" I said while still looking at the road

"Ariana come please." He said.

"What the fuck do you think am I doing right now?!" I snapped

"Well hurry up" he said before hanging up

What a fucking asshole

I hope she's okay. I can't lose her. I hope it's not what I'm thinking

A few minutes later, I arrived at home and immediately ran upstairs

I knocked at the door of her room

"Y/n/n? Babe are you okay?" I asked but didn't get an answer

I opened the door and screamed at the sight

I ran over to her and she was laying on the floor. I took her in my arms and started to cry. I was sitting on the floor, on my knees with her in my arms

"No no no"

"Ariana- fuck." Liam breathed out.

"Ca- call the ambulance. Please" I begged him with tears streaming down my face