scars // johnnie guilbert

chapter 21

johnnie's pov:

as we were cuddling with storm in her bed, she suddenly mute the tv and moves her head off my chest. at first, i unwrapped my arms off her and looked confused as if i did something wrong.

"um, wanna come stay at mine for the night? my dad will be home late and i need company, so...please?" she pouted her lips.

"uh, yeah sure. let me get my backpack and some pajamas, cause there's no way i'm wearing your dad's again." i giggle.

she laughed. her laugh makes me so happy. sounds cheesy but i like it when people laugh. anyways... i tried to get her off me, but her arms were both sides of my body and that moment i raised an eyebrow.

"right now? oh shit..okay." she made a sad look and turned to the side.

i giggle again and walked into my closet. i grabbed my backpack with all the right books for school tomorrow and i also shove some black sweatpants and a long sleeve shirt.

i'm gonna wear my today's clothes for tomorrow, so i don't need another outfit. the classic black skinny jeans and a band shirt.

"okay, backpack's ready!" i placed my hands on my hips, smiling.

"should we leave now? i don't mind."

"yeah, but let me write my mom a note first."

"where are we, in the 1700s? don't you have a phone, guilbert?" she said ironically and let out a laugh.

i rolled my eyes and pushed her shoulder, but for my luck as always, my leg hit the bed and i fall on top of her. i need to play it cool. i placed my arms on each side of her body for support.

"i do have a phone, but in this house, we like to write notes. any problem with that, little one?" i smirked.

i don't even know where this confidence came from.

"n-no. and you might be four months older, b-but that doesn't mean i'm little!" she half closed her eyes, feeling upset.

"oh, but you are. you're cute when you're mad." i smiled and grabbed her hands, holding them above her head.

she's so beautiful, i wanna kiss her... but i'm gonna ruin everything.

i bite my lips while looking at her lips and then, her eyes. those are the eyes i fell in love with. she let out a shaky breath.

fuck... i wanna kiss her so bad.

"um, johnnie?" she whispered.

"yeah?"

"can i...go to the bathroom real quick?" she chew on her lip.

"uh, sure." i said awkwardly.

i sat down at the edge of the bed, pulling at my hair.

i can't kiss her.
i can't kiss her.
i can't kiss her.
i can't-

she suddenly comes back and sits next to me. she placed her head on my shoulder and i looked at a random spot on the floor.

light up, idiot. you can't kiss her. deal with it and stop whining. she probably doesn't even like me that way.

"put on your shoes, we're leaving soon." i said, grabbing my jacket.

she nod and grabbed her phone. once we were ready to go, i left my mom a note stuck on the fridge and locked the door behind me.

*2:30 am*

"you know what the funny thing is? that we need to wake up in five hours. but what we're doing instead? stalking gerard way." she shake her head.

"gerard way owns my entire heart! anything for him is worth it." i stick my tongue out.

"i agree, but i'm tired as fuck, so please put your phone away!" she whines like a baby.

i smiled and showed her another picture, but instead, she grabbed my phone and put in on the night stand. she touched my arm for support, because it's on the other side.

oh, kill me now. she doesn't feel sorry at all tho. excuse me, but i'm a guy with feelings and hormones!

actual sweat is dripping down my forehead and i better not say where else. thank god i have my fringe. i bite hard on my lips and she raised an eyebrow once she sees my face.

"sorry, but i had to...you okay?" she chuckled and i can see her bright smile.

"i'm fine. can we cuddle? but like, can i be the big spoon? if you know what the hell i mean." i pressed my eyebrows together in confusion and laugh.

"haha, sure. goodnight jee."

i smile at the nickname.

"goodnight, sweet cheeks."

she turns around and i wrap an arm around her body. i played with her long black hair, as i felt my eyelids falling. i closed my eyes, feeling a lot better and relaxed.

that didn't last long enough, because she suddenly moves her hips and let's just say she's touching my area through my pants. she's not so innocent now. she's knowing damn well what she's doing.

ARGHHHH! you gotta be fucking kidding me! i mean, i know people are doing this, but i didn't actually thought she would.

i bite my lips to block out a moan which sound ridiculous, but let's just copy with that. it's called hormones. sorry not sorry for this, but i felt my erection grow through my pants and i know i have to ignore it and sleep like that. she has no idea what she's doing to me and my body.

oh dear gerard way, please help me.

somewhere in my sleep, i felt a head laying on my chest and i knew it was storm. she snuggled up to me with her hand laying on my chest. i smiled and placed my hand on her back.

hey emos! ooooo looks like johnnie is having some feelings hidden hmm... 🤫

i haven't write much for this chapter, because i didn't know what else to write lmao 💀 but hopefully it's okay.. 👁👄👁

cya next chapter!