scars // johnnie guilbert

chapter 29

storm's pov:

i, for my surprise, remembered i know how to make pancakes. i never forgot, i was just lazy to make. my dad and i used to make pancakes every friday, when i was in elementary school.

it's almost 11 and the pancakes are almost done. i applied some syrup and let them chill.

i heard the doorbell ring and i opened the door. johnnie is standing there with a small smile and i welcomed him inside.

"oh- i didn't knew you could make pancakes! they smell amazing!" he sat happily on a chair.

"y-yeah..it's a miracle i can still remember the recipe." i awkwardly sat down in front of him.

"oh really? you never told me before, sweet cheeks." he took a bite, smiling.

sweet cheeks. i bet my face is red as fuck by now.

"um, i used to make them with dad when i was little. actually, i was helping." i giggle.

"aww! small storm must've been so cute." he smile.

i laughed and rolled my eyes.

after we ate breakfast, we went out for a walk. we're now sitting on some stairs of some abandoned house, as it looked. i'm shaking so much and he seemed to notice, as he took my hand.

"god, you're shaking! what's wrong?" he brought me in a hug.

i pulled back and sigh, closing my eyes for a moment.

"i- i don't know how to say this. it never happened to me before and it just...it's weird b-but in a good way." i couldn't help but shutter.

our fingers are intertwine together and i'm somewhat more nervous now. it's not a surprise for me, of course.

"it's okay. you can tell me anything." he kisses my hand, comforting me.

i don't like how nervous i am over this. i'm just gonna spit it out.

"i- i like you. a l-lot." i can feel my cheekbones burning as i'm facing the ground.

it was an awkward silence and i raised my head up. he's smiling brightly and i can feel myself getting lost in his blue ocean eyes. he suddenly grabs my face and locks our lips together.

it found me as a surprise, but i smiled into the kiss and my hands got lost in his fluffy hair. this feels right. this is the moment i've been waiting for, to express my true feelings.

he pulls back and i'm blushing like a fuckin tomato. i smile shyly as let out a shaky breath, i didn't know i was holding.

"i like you too. god- i like you so much storm. from the first moment i bumped on you in school, i knew you were just the one." he peck my lips and i laughed slightly.

i actually bumped into his chest. my stupid ass didn't look where it was going that day. i was pretty down and wanted this day to end by any second. i remember this day so much. it was the first time i saw him. it felt like i found someone who's exactly like me, but nothing like me. i found my soulmate.

all these memories with him these past months are coming through my head every second. the laughs we shared, the cries, our stories... everything.

i can't even say how i feel with words. but eyes can, as i felt the first teardrop rolling down from my eye. just like that, i started crying. it's happy tears. i don't get to express how i feel everyday. but johnnie is different. i can trust him. i can be as goofy and childish as i can, when i'm around him.

"hey, don't cry baby. it's okay." he said, wrapping his arms around me, protecting me.

"it's okay.." he kept saying over and over.

"thank you. i feel so much better now." i bite my lips in an order to stop crying.

"do you want to be my girlfriend? a real girlfriend this time." he giggle.

i raised my eyebrows in surprise and a big smile is formed on my lips, once again.

"i thought you'd never ask..of course i want!" i poked his shoulder and slightly laugh.

"good to know... girlfriend." he winked and i bite my lips.

"so um, wanna go to the record store now, boyfriend?" i rest my head on his shoulder.

"haha, sure." he kissed my head.

after we finished, we were now on my room, looking at the things we brought. we both got 3 cd's. i got yungblud, sleeping with sirens and AFI. johnnie got the cure, black veil brides and panic! at the disco.

"hey storm?" he asked, breaking the silence.

"mhm?" i murmured.

he raised my chin, only using his index finger. i pressed my eyebrows in confusion, for the 100th time today and i got my answer when he pressed his lips on mine. the kiss was short, but it was enough to make me smile like an idiot. he bite his lips.

"um..what was that for?" i fixed my fringe.

"i don't know. i just- i wanted to." he awkwardly played with his fingers.

"aww, johnnie's blushing."

he covered his face with his hair and i sat next to him. i removed his hands and kissed his nose.

we ordered chicken nuggets and french fries and now we're watching friends on the tv. we ate in a comfortable silence and laughed here and there. his laugh made me laugh couple of times, but i couldn't help it! he's perfect in every way possible. literally.

johnnie's pov:

i moved my body couple of times, because i can't sleep. i carefully grabbed my phone and it read 7 fucking am.

fucking seriously?

i rubbed my eyes and looked down my chest, where i see the most beautiful girl. i smile and place a kiss on her head.

i slowly got her arm off me and got out of bed. i'm thirsty, so i walk through the kitchen and grab myself a glass of water. when i finished, i came back to storm's room.

"shit. i woke you up, didn't i?" i sigh, sitting next to her.

she shakes her head and reach her arms out for me to dive in. i smile, showing off my teeth and literally fall on top of her. carefully, not to crash her, of course.

"don't worry. i woke up by myself. i realized you were missing." she frowned and i melt inside.

"just had a glass of water. you're so pretty." i looked over her chocolate brown eyes.

she blushes and cover up her face with her jet black hair.

"noooo! let me see your pretty face." i giggle, taking strains of hair out of her face.

"okay, okay.. but i'm hungry." she plays with my hair as i lay next to her.

"me too. go get ready, i'll wait in the living room." i peck her lips.

"don't forget your clothes." she pointed at the chair.

i shake my head, laughing. storm gave me one of her band shirts for sleep, which i found funny, but it fits me cause it's oversized and i'm pretty thin.

i grab my stuff and closed the door behind me.

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