scars // johnnie guilbert

chapter 4

johnnie's pov:

"do we really have to move?" i asked my mom trying not to break down in tears.

"yes johnnie. i already explained this to you." mom replied as she zipped her suitcase.

i did nothing but nodded and took a deep breath.

"have you packed your stuff?" she asked me.

"yeah, except my makeup." i said remembering i needed to pack it up.

"you better hurry up. our flight is in an hour." she told me and left the room.

i can't move to another state again and try to get used of the house and city, AGAIN. it's frustrating and i hate changing places.

i went to my room and closed the door. i honestly hate my life.
i put my hands in my head and thought about my life.

my mom broke up with her husband, my step dad. they got married less than 6 months ago. not even half a year. they got married a year after my real dad passed away.

how ironic right?

truth is, i don't really think my mom cared enough about my dad. i mean, she got married a year after he passed away. are you kidding me? but anyways, that's a chapter i don't wanna get into, because i'm pretty emotional about stuff like that. maybe you're gonna find all about it in another chapter. just maybe...

i looked at my phone and it read 12:35.

i jumped up.

"shit!"

i have to get ready, now!

i did the makeup i do everyday, like a bunch of foundation and smudged black eyes.
when i finished, i grabbed a small bag and shove them in and then inside my black backpack.

i looked at myself in the mirror...

"why me?" i whispered as i grabbed my hair with my palms and tighten up the grip as i looked down.

"johnnie! we're leaving!"my mom yelled.

i got my black backpack over my right shoulder, grabbed my phone and headphones from my night stand that is now not mine and left my old room and house.

my step dad was outside the doorstep with a sad look on his face and came closer to me.

he patted my shoulder and told me, "take care of your mom."

"okay bye." i said with no expression. i don't give a shit about him. i just wanted to get out of here and be locked in my new room away from everyone. that's all i want right now.

"i'm sorry johnnie, but me and your mom wasn't the perfect match." he grabbed my arm before i was ready to go. my heart started beating fast. really fast.

perfect match? oh that's it.

i turned around with a mad look.

"listen up duchebag, you can't just marry someone within the 6 months you know them. it's impossible. you both had to think again before taking this decision. i fucking moved here for my mom's happiness with or without my will and you throw it away!" i tried not to yell at the end because i didn't wanted mom to hear.

he looked at me with wide open eyes and mouth.
i'm fucking pissed and if the look on my face could kill, he would be dead by now. i hate him. i hate that i left my old house to make my mom happy and he didn't give a shit about it.

"johnnie, you know your mom was fighting back with me. i wasn't just yelling all by myself for no reason. it takes 2 people to fight." he laughed at my face.

"you're so stupid. if you weren't so sure about it, you could just told her before we moved here!" i was now really mad.

*BEEP* *BEEP*

"we're gonna be late!" mom pressed the car horn and i nearly jumped.

"i think it's time for you to leave kiddo. sorry for everything." he finished and walked back inside with a sad face. such a bad actor he is.

i know his marriage is over and i should be not so happy but i don't really care. i run to the car and went in.

"are you ready to go?" she asked me as i put my seat belt on.

"i am actually." i faked smiled. i wanted nothing but to get out of here. he ruined everything.

20 minutes later we arrived at the airport. time was now 1 pm. i still have half an hour til i go to the plane and i went on my phone.

*13:30 pm*

"your passports please." a lady said and mom gave them to her.

we got inside the plane after a long ass time and just when we were ready to go, i sat down tired and took a nap with my headphones in blasting music.

hey loves! first chapter with johnnie's pov oooooooooo ;)
but what's gonna happen when they arrive at their new house? and better, when johnnie arrives? 🤔🤭

cya next chapter!