scars // johnnie guilbert

chapter 23

johnnie's pov:

it's now 1 pm and i'm walking down the street with storm hand in hand, talking about different stuff. she wanted to walk around our neighbourhood for a bit, saying she wants fresh air. i needed that, also. but i also wanna have a private moment with her. not sexual!

after a couple of minutes, we walk back to her house. she lay down on her bed with open arms, like patrik from spongebob and i couldn't help but smile.

"i wonder if you're tired." i said, sarcastically.

"i wonder how you know that." she returns the sarcasm.

i hovered over her body and put my hands each side of her. she looks at me confused, but i can hear her heart beating as fast as mine. i lick my lips and smirk.

"so... remember when i said you're gonna pay for messing up my hair?" i took a piece of hair out of her face.

"oh god..yeah, and?" she tries to get away with her arms.

"no way. you're staying here, got it?" i grabbed her hands.

she nod.

"use your words, sweet cheeks." i brought my face closer to hers.

"y-yes, i got it." she shutter.

"good." i placed some kisses on her neck.

"wha-what are you d-doing?" her breathing got heavy.

"no, i can't. you're way too cute for me to be mad at you. but... can i try something, storm?" i pulled her up, so we're face to face.

"yeah, i guess so." she bite her lip.

oh shit, i'm so nervous! i've never done this before. well.. it's now or never.

i placed on hand on her cheek and the other one, on her waist. i brought my face closer and lock our lips together. she touches my neck with her small hands and woah... that's how kissing feels like. i can't even explain it, it's a beautiful feeling. you have thousands of butterflies in your stomach and you feel so free. her lips go in sync with mine and it feels like i'm on cloud nine. i gently bite down on her bottom lip and pull out.

she's blushing like crazy, but she didn't care to hide it and neither did i. fuck. i have so many feelings for this girl.

"that was..amazing, but.. why'd you did that?" she chew on her lip.

"uh, f-for the relationship thing we're doing. gotta make it look real, right?" i awkward smile.

her jaw dropped and she quickly nodded.

"oh, yeah you're right." she looks down with a sad look.

"storm, babe." i said softly.

she looks up at me with the saddest pair of eyes. i grabbed her face and kissed her passionately. she stood still for a second, but immediately kiss back. i unlocked our lips.

she smile and poke my shoulder.

"stop kissing me, can you!" she throws a pillow at me.

"never!" i smile, as i grab the pillow and throw it to the floor.

i pushed her down onto the bed and place a kiss on her forehead. i don't want to make her uncomfortable, so i stopped there.

"you're an asshole.." she laugh.

"and you have a beautiful smile. you should definitely smile more often." i lay next to her.

"how fuckin cheesy, but thank you fake boyfriend."

i sigh.

"yeah.... no problem, fake girlfriend." i use air quotes.

"come on, put on some music. whatever you want, except mcr!" she warned, raising an eyebrow.

"aw man! fineee." i whine and grab the tv remote.

i put on the first playlist of motionless in white i saw and lay back. storm comes up to me and we stayed there for a while, cuddling and listening to music.

i must've fallen asleep, when i felt someone shaking my body. i opened my eyes and there's a scared storm on top of me. i'm not kidding.

"i-it's raining so hard a-and it's terrifying." she wrapped her arms around my neck.

it's true. the sound of the rain is pretty loud. she loves rain, but when it's calm and relaxing.

"aww, it's okay. you're safe, i promise." i made circles on her back.

it's already dark outside. i'm guessing is around 7 or 8 pm, i don't know.

"can you s-stay for the night? i know, i'm annoying but i-" i cut her off.

"of course i will. wanna have a karaoke night?" i smile.

"thank you! and no fuckin way! i can't sing..." she cover her face with hair.

"neither do i, but who cares? it's gonna be fun! come on, get up!" i giggle and grabbed her hand.

"i'll stay in bed. i'm too dead today."

"okay, but you're still singing. let's do something by piece the veil.." i search on youtube.

"you really want me to ruin some songs tonight, hm? alright, let's do this." she laugh.

we sang a lot of different songs from different bands and ate some snacks. she has an incredible voice and she can scream really well, to my surprise! she wasn't scared of the rain anymore, as we closed all windows. it was adorable because she was so cuddling and soft.

"storm?" i stroke her hair.

"mhm?"

"i uh... are you hungry?" i bite my lips, because i can't punch myself.

"are you kidding? we just ate." she chuckles.

i haven't thought of saying anything better, i'm sorry! i know, i can't tell her yet.

"i-i know. i'm just bored." i shut my eyes for a second.

"no, no! it's fine if you're hungry, really. do you want me to make you a sandwich?"

i smiled. she cares too much about me. oh my god... i really do like her.

"haha, no i'm good. really." i kissed her forehead.

"if you say so.." she smiles.

hey emos! kind of a short chapter, sorry not sorry but i tried 🥲

cya next chapter!