Toni p.o.v
I cried as I was on the phone with my mother. I never thought I would never hear her voice again. I didn't want to call her for help but so need to do better she's my mom and I love her.
"Toni what on earth is going on and why haven't you been calling me?" She asked me and I didn't know what to say. I was mad at her for something she did.
"I was mad mom I was upset with you. I hated that you wanted me to be so different why am I so different mom" I cried harder thinking about my past and what I had to face.
"Toni I wanted what was best for you. I didn't want you to make the same mistakes I did your age. I wanted you to be better." She said to me softly trying to calm me down.
She knew exactly what to do when to do it and how to do it. There's something about a mother's touch.
"Mom you still live in Riverdale right?" I asked her.
"Yes baby I still live here, you know I never left" She told me through the phone.
I thought hard about what I was about to say. I didn't want to regret anything but right now only a mom could fix what was going on.
No one has ever seen my mom or my dad. Everyone thought I was thrown by a dumpster. Or maybe I was a science experiment.
No one thinks I have at least one person that still loves me. And that's my mom.
"I need you to come to this hotel about an hour or so away. I really need your help. I will text it to you." I hung up the phone. At this point I know I've fucked up. I can't believe this I can't believe anything.
I went into my room and sat on the bed. I saw Cheryl's suitcase. She left her suitcase so maybe she's coming back.
"Why did I have to fuck up?" I asked myself quietly. This wasn't like me to do.
I pulled out my phone to text Veronica and Betty in the group chat. I needed help and I needed it fast.
Me: Hey you guys up?
Veronica 💄: Did you fix it? you better have fixed it Topaz or so help me.
Betty 🐍💕: What the hell is going on?
Me: Nothing I just need help okay
Veronica 💄: She fucking hurt Cheryl. She said the nastiest things to her and made her fucking sad.
Betty 🐍💕: Toni i'm going to kick your ass why the hell did you do that.
Me: Because she was pregnant with Reggie's baby and had an abortion
Betty 🐍💕: And that means you degrade her as a fucking woman? where are your balls Toni? god you have a dick with no balls now?
Me: I get it I was wrong I don't know how to fix it. She left me and I don't think she's coming back to me.
Veronica 💄: You have to fix it some how. We're only being hard on you because we love you Toni...we love you
I looked at that message over and over again. This is my mess I have to fix it. After what felt like a long time I heard a knock on the door and I went to open it.
When I opened it I saw that is was my mom. I gave her the biggest and greatest hug I could give to her. I missed her so much she meant the world to me.
"Hey baby" She said while hugging me.
"Hey mom" I said as we pulled away from the hug. I was glad to see her finally after all this time and years.
"Damn it's nice hearing that from you I haven't heard it in so long" She said with a laugh. I laughed too and signaled her to come in.
We both sat on the couch and caught up with life then she popped the question.
"So what was it that you needed help with princess?" She asked me and my heart dropped.
You know that feeling when you know you've done something wrong and then your mom asks about it. Yeah my world stopped.
"Um well mom...um for one because I never told you I'm um...ga-"
"You're lesbian I know Toni a mom is never wrong. I'm 1,000% fine with it though you're still my babygirl" She said calmly.
well I wasn't expecting that from her that's insane.
"How did you?...nevermind okay it's about my girlfriend I said some nasty things to her mom" I said with worry in my face.
"Ooo so you're having sex let's talk about the birds and the bees"
"No mom I am not having sex okay? well I am but..forget it I said things to make her sad." I said and she looked at me confused.
I explained to her everything that happens with Cheryl. While I was telling her I tried not to look into her eyes. Her hazel eyes made it impossible.
I felt her burning glare in the side of my head. It's hard to explain but just know it was painful. Not really but it was painful to tell my mom this.
"Toni Antoinnette Topaz!" She yelled standing up.
Oh lord here we go again.
"Mom I can explain just hear me out" I started but she didn't let me finish.
"No what you will do is go find that girl and you will apologize for those ugly words you said to her." She said to me and I knew she meant it.
"Mom I don't know how to" I started. "It's like....I can feel it she hates me now mom she does."
What do I do?
Cheryl p.o.v
Lauren is really nice to me. She could be a good friend. She helped me get Toni out of my mind and what had happened.
Me and Lauren were sitting on the swings of the park.
"This feels like some shit out of a movie" Lauren said as she laughed.
I laughed back at what she said. I was happy that I didn't have to think about Toni saying she hates me.
"I can't believe Toni said she hates me. I wish I would've told her that I was pregnant I was stupid" I said looking down
"Stop you're not stupid red head. She's just upset. She didn't mean that I've been knowing Toni for a while. She has anger problems. She can't control it." She said to me. I looked at her shook because I didn't know they were friends before.
"Wow how long have you been knowing her" I asked her waiting for an answer.
"About 8 years now it's pretty crazy I know" She said with a slight chuckle.
"Thank you Lauren for taking my mind off of everything I appreciate it a lot" I said giving her a warm smile.
"No problem red head" She replied and gave me a smile back.
Why would you do this to me Toni. I loved and cared about you....
