SMUT WARNING ⚠️ please if you do not like sexual content do not read. I do not want you to feel uncomfortable reading this book. This chapter will be like 2,000 words of it so if you are reading it....you're welcome.
P.S this is also freaky
Cheryl p.o.v
She really asked me that. She asked me if she could take my virginity. I didn't know how to respond it was so fast. Was I ready? what if I don't like it?
"Lauren?" I said and she looked at me. I didn't want her to see that I was visually scared.
"Cheryl we don't have to do this if you don't want to" She said putting her hand on my cheek.
I thought about it. I didn't know what to say. I wanted to because I knew she cared about me.
But I still loved Toni deep down inside of me. I didn't want to do this and Toni not be my real first time.
"No it's not that Lauren it's just-" She cut me off.
"Just because you still love Toni" She finished. She didn't look mad or sad or anything she just smiled then looked down.
"You aren't mad?" I asked her. I do want to do it but I don't know.
"No because it's all about you not me this is a big step" She said softly giving me a kiss on the lips.
She pulled away but I wanted more. I leaned in and kissed her. She kissed back with passion.
She closed the door with out breaking the kiss and pinned me against it.
I wish she didn't do that bad memories came back from Reggie and I tensed up.
"Hey you okay?"Lauren pulled back from the kiss and I nodded that I was okay.
She gave me a kiss and then looked at me.
"I'm not gonna hurt you I promise I'm not like everyone else. I won't hurt you princesa" She said softly going back to kissing me.
She kissed me like she had never kissed anyone before. Like if she stopped it would never happen again.
She put more passion into it before taking her time. She would wait for my permission to touch me in other places.
As we were kissing she put her hands on my waist. I wrapped my arms around her neck.
This felt right on so many levels. I wanted to stay like this forever.
She pulled back to look at me and my body. She looked at it like she would never see me again. Or maybe it was unreal to her.
I quickly got embarrassed and put my arms over my body. I wasn't even naked I just though she was going to say something negative.
She got close to me and put her lips where my ear was.
"I'm not gonna hurt you mamas I promise" She said softly. Moving my hands away from myself slowly.
She put her hand where my bright red jacket was. She wanted to take it off but clearly hesitated.
"Can I?" She asked me.
I nodded and she took my jacket off. And threw it across the room.
God her green eyes.
She brought us over to the bed and laid me down. She got on top of me which was the best view.
We kissed as her hands roamed my body. I wanted to do this with her. I feel like I'm making the right choice.
She moved to my neck. It felt amazing in every way. She kissed around my whole neck.
