My story probably isn't worse than anyone else's but what I had to go through at a young age isn't correct. I've probably experienced the same amount of pain most people have from their story but my pain happened from the day I was born. I was born with klippel feil syndrome. I did not know this until recently and I was upset and confused why I wasn't told about it sooner since it was on my medical records since I was born. I have a short neck because of this so I got bullied a lot and I was isolated and I had no friends. The friends I did have normally got made fun of so they stopped being my friend. I also got cyber bullied and harassed because I have a YouTube channel. People would tell me to kill myself every day and I thought I was nothing. I felt like I was not needed in the world because no one wanted me. I didn't only get bullied by people online and school but I was also bullied by someone that was meant to be close to me but they made me feel even worse. They only criticised me and hurt me physically and emotionally and it was so bad. Knowing that the one person who is meant to love you most doesn't love me was crushing. I just wanted what everyone else had and I didn't understand why I didn't deserve unconditional love and to just be accepted but if I couldn't be accepted by the one person who is supposed to love and care for me the most how am I supposed to love and accept myself. I just felt unloved. I feared for my life every day and every day that I lived I was grateful for because I was so scared that I was going to get killed. There is much more to my story but I may never have the courage to tell more.
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Kurgu OlmayanI will tell you what I have gone through and how I have over come some things and how I deal with all the pain and trust issues of past events in my life.
