Online Friend | S. EITA

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You couldn't sleep. You were thinking whether to message him or not. You waited for his message but to your dismay, he did not send any.

"Fuck. I don't wanna message first,"

"But what if he is not Semi senpai? Japan is a big country." what you said gave you confidence so you picked up your phone and opened your chat.

semei is typing a message. . .

You waited for his message but he was taking a really long time.

Like really long time. He ended up not sending any message at all so you were the one who did the first move.

you really wanted to ask him if he was the Semi senpai that you knew, but you were scared. After all you rejected him in real life and here you are crushing on him behind the screen.

semei // online

you:
hi

semei:
hello

you:
how's your day?

semei:
it's fine.

you:
are you okay? you seem down..

semei:
i'm fine haha

you:
alright if you say so.. btw i've been wanting to ask you something.

semei:
i'm gonna tell you something

you:
you can go first.

semei:
no, you.

you:
you.

semei:
okay fine. so i confessed to her..

you felt your heartbeat race. what the fuck, you thought. It took you a while before you could reply.

you:
what happened?

semei:
she rejected me

you:
dam that hurts

semei:
yeah hahaha but atleast it's over. im happy we could still be friends though

you:
that's a good thing then.

your hands were shaking and your mind went blank. He really must be Semi senpai and stupid me had the audacity to reject him! but i'm not yet sure so i'll pretend that he's not Semi senpai. I mean i'm sill not sure? what if it's a coincidence ? but it's to accurate. shit.

semei:
i guess.. btw what did you
want to ask me?

you:
oh i just wanted to ask how the
school festival was haha

semei:
it's great hahaha i enjoyed it. i
spent most of my time with her.

you:
that's really cute hahaha

semei:
at least i got to spend my time
with her, though hahaha.

you:
lucky. hahaha

you:
semei, you live in japan
too, right?

semei:
yeah.

you:
and you're a setter
too, right?

semei:
yeah.

you:
what school do you
play for?

semei:
you go first.

you:
i asked first so you
go first.

semei:
no, you.

you:
you.

semei:
it's a secret for now, then.

you mentally screamed, "if i reveal that i'm from shiratorizawa then it's a big possibility that he's semi-san and i fucking rejected him. this is so bad."

you:
alright then.

you:
i got to go semei. i'm sleepy.
good night.

semei:
good night, sleep well.

you placed your phone down, "SHEEEEEEEET!!"

"it has got to be him, he's semi-san. fuck." you screamed, "so what the fuck am i gonna do tomorrow?" you asked yourself. "i'll pretend that he's not semi-san until the festival is over." you calmed yourself.

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okay guys so something came up irl and I don't know when I'll be updating next? I'm really sorry but i'll find time and try to write so when I get my hands on my phone I'll just update. Stay safe.