My inner demons fanfic (Oc insert)

❤ Let me rant ❤

I'm sorry if some parts looked like lazy writing I was really really behind schedule on the day I wanted to post this. I was gonna end it on the christmas part, but then I thought there should be a new years one to complete it hahaha. I also added in the valentines special that way if- actually I don't have an explanation for that I just added it there.

ANYWAY, happy new year everyone! Sorry to tease y'all about this chapter. I can't belive 2020 is ended and I hope you are safe wherever you guys are. You know, it really makes me happy whenever I get comments and votes that it encourages me to make a second book about MID. I know many of you really want me to continue, but since school has been a pain in the ass, I rarely got any time to write, meaning my focus and attention will be trying to make it out alive hahahahaha. Trust me whenever I can I write, but the motivation just went down the drain after realizing I have other things to take care off. Online class is hard when you're a graduating student who wants to enter a good college but have to go through this thing called thesis.

I don't want to make promises I can't keep but if I can, then look out for announcements. That, or we can all wait Jessica to post a MID season 2. Like I said, my focus is on my studies so I apologize that during the past six/seven months I haven't been updating any announcements since my last update after finishing the book. Heck I despretly need to change the the 'Demon turned gentleman' and 'behind the scenes' chapters cause I have a better plot for that saved here. I even wanted to post an original book of mine but alas responsibilites. Minecraft was my childhood and I guess this was just a part of me coping with 2020 and writing has been somewhat my escape place.

Besides that, time isn't on my side and if I don't end up with writng/posting the MID fanfic, what do y'all want me to write about? Haikyuu, BnHA, Boyfriend scenarios, crossovers, OHSHC, an orignal book, writing prommpts or random? Hold up, am I late to even be writing these fanfics? I think I am hahhaha.

So while I'm here, I just want to rant about stuff happening irl. Firstly Haikyuu, like bitch- the anime, it was the *french kisses* amazing! It gives me the chills. I was late watching that anime and when I read the manga its just- just perfectly sad and amazing. Tbh, I read the manga a month after it ended, so yeah I was that late into the fandom, and am ashamed that because of that. Then I guess I'm struggling with my circle of friends, actually I don't even know if they are my friends since we grew distant with eachother ever since covid. They had a fight via chat and, me being the voice of reason/somewhat mom/thirdwheel/peace keeper, am not so sure where to go with it. We've been together for like 7- almost 8 years and at the beginning I didn't really consider them friends and just classmates who likes to hangout with me. I'm not an open person, I bottled up my feelings alot, and I guess I just wanna let this out without them knowing hahaha. I'm scared y'all. Scared to grow up beacuse I don't actually know how to go through life, but I guess we all have to to actually grow as a person. Does that made sense? I dont know. The AOT Anime has been amazing!

Anyway that's all, to end this in a good note, that is the end of my depressing phase and I hope all of you are safe and happy. Oh and P.S, girli! You know who you are, looks like I have to return her back to you, I'm sorry about that. I hope all of you are happy and healthy, and if any of you want to talk about random stuff or need someone to talk to your problems with, I'm here, you can pm/dm me :)