Just The Two Of Us

6. A Feeling

"I've got something to tell you..." You eye Lexie as you bite into your bagel.

Lexie looks at you with her pinched brows. "I hope this is something good, you've got that look on your face."

"I had a sex dream last night." You blurt out.

"Gosh, please spare me the details about your wet dream with that skank Matt." She says nearly gagging.

You start to purse your lips and let out a giggle. "Thats the problem. It wasn't that skank Matt. That ship has completely sailed."

Lexie shoots you an amusing glare. "Okay, let me guess you had a sex dream with Chris Evans?"

You nodded your head no.

"Alright. Im not going to keep on guessing because I seriously have no clue as to who it could be. So, tell me who it is." She giggled into her coffee.

"Phillip Altman." You scoffed.

Lexie damn near spat her coffee out.

"NO FUCKING WAY. This is gold. Wait till Amelia hears about this." Lexie laughs.

When you woke up this morning, you needed a moment to wipe the sweat off your forehead. You thought it was odd that you had a sex dream because you don't ever have those types of dreams. Out of all the people you could've dreamt up, Phillip had to be one of them. You weren't sure how you felt about Phillip, maybe he's grown up and is mature but you couldn't be sure. Is it wrong to want to find out? All you know is that today at the funeral you needed to avoid Phillip at all costs.

You called up Lexie and Amelia to meet them for breakfast because you seriously needed some advice. Lexie had agreed but Amelia said she was busy and meeting someone for breakfast. Lexie had picked you up, and chose a cute little artsy cafe on the corner of a random street.

"Lexie what does this mean? You're the shrink, help me out." You beg.

"I can tell you exactly what that means, trust me I don't think anyone has to be a "shrink" to tell you that you're attracted to him. I think you want to explore Phillip." She says with a smug smile.

You shook your head. "Oh really? I don't think so. I do not, and I mean do not want to explore Phillip. Your evaluation is wrong."

You knew she was right, you just did not want to admit it because that would make you sound like a hypocrite.

Lexie squints her eyes at you. "You are not fooling me. I see right through you. Listen, we've been friends since like, forever. If you do for some reason want to pursue Phillip be my guest. I won't judge you. I could possibly be wrong. I've done research for a paper I did once and that dream most likely represents a feeling."

"A feeling? What sort of feeling?" You ask.

"Well, even though you may not like Phillip as you say you do, he may represent a certain feeling or desire. He may have appeared in your dream because you wish you had his focused ambition, workaholic nature or his natural cunning behavior. I don't think we should read too much into a dream but if it happens again then you probably want to get boned by him." She says shrugging her shoulders.

You take another bite into your sandwich. "You're right, this was just a random sex dream. Nothing to read into." You say with your mouth full.

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The weather was nice out today, it didn't feel too humid or sticky. It doesn't necessarily feel. Birds are chirping, trees are flowing and you can feel your skin glowing nicely under the sun.