Han x Reader

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   Y/N'S POV

  I couldn't cry about this. I couldn't. What Han said was really painful to hear, but crying about it wouldn't help me out. I needed to act. I needed to change. I needed to be like Gisele. Even if I couldn't be as special as Gisele was to Han, I could do what I could to be almost as special to Han.
  I looked at myself in the mirror and ran my fingers through my hair. What could I do with my hair? It wasn't good enough. I could change the color and cut it a little bit in a few spots? Yes, that's it! I rushed to the store and tried to find the color that was closest to Gisele's hair color.

  Once I found the right color, I bought it. After buying the right color, I quickly got to work once I made it home. In about an hour or two, my hair was done and it was time to move on to my clothes. Now, what could I wear?

  Han walked into my bedroom and asked me,"Y/N, what are you doing?"

  I said,"Oh, nothing, just trying to improve my look. Don't you worry, though, Han. I'll look even better in about another hour."

  Han sat down on my bed and asked me,"Y/N, what are you talking about?"

  I couldn't find anything inside my small closet, then I sat down beside Han saying,"I'm talking about the fact that I need to change. You're not satisfied, so I'm changing. I'm trying to be more like Gisele. I know I can't be as special as she was to you, but I can try to be very close to that."

  Han looked worried, before he rested his hand on my face saying,"Y/N, I'm really confused. Why wouldn't I be satisfied? I don't want you to change. I've never wanted that. Gisele was very important to me and I really loved her, but I wouldn't ask for you to try to be like her. There was only one Gisele."

  I shook my head and stood to my feet saying,"Han, you don't have to do this, okay? I heard what you said. I heard everything. There's no point in trying to talk me out of it. I'll be better in an hour."

  Han stood to his feet and took my hands saying,"Y/N, I don't remember saying that. I don't know why I'd even say that in the first place, but I guess I had too much to drink last night. I'm sorry you had to hear all of that, but don't believe any of it. I love you as you are and I don't want you to change. I'm satisfied, I am. I want the woman that wanted to see the world together. I want the woman that complains about bugs all the time. I want the woman that's too lazy to cook so she'll eat out as much as she can. I want the woman that will stay up all night knowing she has to go to work the next morning. Y/N, I can't imagine how much it hurt you to hear me say everything that I said, but this is me telling you how special you really are to me."

  I asked Han,"So, I don't need to be like Gisele?"

  Han shook his head and looked at my hair saying,"No. You need to be yourself. That's what I want from you, Y/N."

  I nodded and hugged Han saying,"I love you, Han."

  Han hugged me back and said,"I love you, too, Y/N. You cut your hair?"

  I said,"I did cut my hair. I changed the color, too."

  Han pulled away from the hug and said,"I'll help you with your hair."

  Han placed a kiss on both of my shoulders and led me into the bathroom saying,"Your hair will grow back, right?"

  I nodded saying,"Yes, it will. It just takes time. I regret cutting it now, though."

  I sat down on the edge of the bathtub and held Han's hand as he said to me,"I regret saying what I said to you, even though I don't remember anything."

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