rage and recovery

you are a fool and you deserve his destruction

you drag me along

with your sure smile 

and your loud laugh

and i cant stop hanging on your every word.

any touch is enough

and any love is enough

when it comes in the form

of blonde blonde hair

and blue blue eyes

with no remorse and fear in his veins.

he does love you

he loves that you love him

and he will never stop

dragging you through the mud

every single time you get too close.

when will you learn

that there is no happy ending

that he will not wake up one day

and realize that you are the one

that he is missing

that he wants you to be

all of the things you so desperately wish

to be for him?

there is a line between 

loving unconditionally

and loving to destruction

and you can't find the line.

how many times will it take

for you to learn that just because

his glance always finds you

in a crowded room

doesn't mean that you are 

anything more than a beautiful girl

that he wishes to conqure

that he wishes to parade around

and show off

and brag about. 

he does not love you

and you will destroy yourself 

trying to convince him otherwise.