Heeseung these past few days was always going to the rooftop, just so he could listen to the other boy's voice. Every day he sang the same song but Heeseung couldn't care less, it was still like he was hearing it for the first time.
He leaned against the wall, closed his eyes and listened. It was very calm and magical to his ears.
***
Sunlight was shining through Jungwon's window and it woke him up. Today was the day school started, and summer was practically over. Jungwon didn't like school at all, it just brought him worries and pain. Studying wasn't a problem to him because he was pretty smart. But the harassment he was going through every day was.
He didn't have any friends, all his old friends left him.
He didn't want to get close to someone and even if he did want, he couldn't, everyone hates him.
He got out of the bed and made his way to the bathroom. He brushed his black hair, brushed his teeth and washed his face. Then he put on his uniform and over it he put a black hoodie. He looked last time at the mirror and sighed before he went downstairs. He saw his grandma sleeping on the couch, she probably fell asleep watching the news. He went to her, kissed her cheek and smiled at her.
He then went to the door, put on his shoes and exited the house.Here we go.
He thought to himself as he started making his way to the bus stop and putting on his earphones. He didn't actually listen to music, he just didn't want anyone bothering him.
When he reached the bus stop, he sat at the bench and waited for the bus to arrive.
Bus finally arrived and he quickly found the seat at the back. Then he placed his head on the window and closed his eyes.
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"Hurry up, Lee Heeseung! You are going to be late on the very first day." The tone of his voice had slight annoyance in it.
Heeseung was talking to himself as he was running to the bus stop. Thankfully, the bus was still there so he hurried up and entered.
His eyes lit up as he saw that boy sitting at the back of the bus. His lips immediately formed into a small smile. There were actually pretty low chances they would be on the same bus but he wasn't complaining. He decided to sit next to him since he was alone.
"Uhm.. I'm sorry, can I sit next to you?"
Heeseung asked hesitantly and it seemed as the other boy didn't hear him. Then he saw earphones in his ears and let out an quiet 'oh'.
As we know, Jungwon didn't actually listen to the music, he had the earphones in his ears just because of this. He assumed it was some other boy and he decided to ignore him. He didn't wanna talk to him.
He will probably go away if I ignore him.
Jungwon thought to himself but that wasn't the case. Heeseung in fact didn't go away.
The black haired boy felt a soft tap on his shoulder, he froze at that. After few seconds of not moving, Jungwon finally decided to look into the boy's eyes.
Then their eyes met and it seemed like everything stopped. Jungwon was fascinated at the boy's eyes, they looked really bright but at the same time they looked dull and empty. It was the first time he was that mesmorized by just looking at someone's eyes.
Jungwon had a weird feeling in his stomach but he decided to ignore it, he took off his earphones and other boy finally spoke up again.
"Sorry for disturbing you. I was just asking if I can sit here." He asked scratching the back of his neck and smiling. Jungwon was just staring at him with his dull eyes.
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my butterfly // heewon
FanfictionThis story is based on BTS song Butterfly. The song has such a beautiful and heartbreaking meaning - fear of losing someone due to suicide. Will two boys, who are struggling with suicidal thoughts, find comfort in each other? And will they finally...