PROTECT YOU FOREVER/ BTS/ NAMJOON

50. Snap!

Namjoon’s POV:

Not right, not right, wrong, wrong. This is wrong, definitely wrong, it's not f*cking right.😣

I pace around my hotel room, running my hands roughly through my hair. F*ck.

I need to fix this, I need to sort this out. How did this even happen?

Ugh! She's been avoiding me since that day. And now she's close to Yoongi. She didn't even sit with me in the flight. She sat with Yoongi. And not even say a word since that day. And we are in New Zealand.

What the hell, how did this happen. Wait I just thought that.

I need advice, I need to talk to somebody. I usually go to Yoongi, but now he's the problem.

Jin hyung, yes him.

I quickly leave my room and burst into his.

"Oh my god, knock Joon. " He says flinching at my dramatic entry. " I could have died… "

"Hyung, I need advice. " I say ignoring his scolding.

"On what? "

"You know what. "

"Oh that, so what exactly? "

"She's been avoiding me. " I pout.

"It's been like only two days, god you act like a lovesick puppy. "😞

"Four days. "

"Whatever."

"And she's grown close to Yoongi, she talks to everyone, Jimin, Kookie, Hobi like everyone except me. Yoongi more, she talks to him more. "

"Oh dear, stop pouting. Man up bro. She must be embarrassed about it and must be feeling awkward."

"But still. " 😭

"You should just go and tell her. "

"Tell her what? " I ask, keeping my eyes down.

"Stop acting naive, tell her your feelings. "

"Isn't it a bit early what if she rejects and hates me. "

"Early my ass, if she rejects it's fine. But let me warn you if you delay she may fall for someone else. "

First thing that comes to my mind is Yoongi and Saanjh together. No, I can't let that happen.

"First talk to her and clear things up. You can confess later. You need to break that awkward wall first. "

I think about it, maybe he's right. I should talk to her first. Clear misunderstandings and we will be good to go. Yes that's right.

"Ok hyung. " I say and leave, slamming the door behind me.

First find her, then talk to her. Find her then talk to her. Wait what am I supposed to talk about? This seems more stressful than interviews. I can ace an exam, without studying but this is hard. Why am I thinking about exams, I gradutated years ago. Am going crazy. Where did my IQ go, it's supposed to help me.

I find myself in the lawn of the hotel. Wait how did I get here? F*ck.

"Um hyung are you okay? " Tae's voice rings behind me.
"You look like you are having internal crisis. " Jimin states.

"Uh, yeah am good. " I reply.
"Ok." Jimin says.

"Have you seen Saanjh? " I blurt.
"Yea she's in the garden with Yoongi hyung. " Jimin says.

With Yoongi again.

"Ok." I say and leave.

She's with him again. What are they doing anyway?

What should I tell her. We need to talk. Let's talk. You. Me. Talk. Now. Or should I just pull her away with me and talk. Bruh, sounds pretty messed up.

Stupid brain I need ideas.

I walk further and see them talking to each other. They seem serious.

I hide behind a bush, to see. I feel like a villian here, evesdropping on them. I can't hear exactly what they are saying. Yoongi's back is facing me and she's in front of him. This angle is pretty bad, I can't see her face too well.

They seem to be arguing, I don't know. Yoongi comments something making her blush. Noooo. Don't fall for him. He's mine.

F*ck. I did not just think that. I meant you are mine, she's mine. I glare at them, burning holes into Yoongi head.

A minute or so later Yoongi steps forward. She looks at him weirdly. I hold onto a branch and lean. The tension in the air grows.

Yoongi leans in and they kiss.

Snap! The branch breaks.

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A/n: Yay we hit half century. 😁😁