Sam's POV-
Everyone has been busy since morning, the day has finally come. Meera and Neha are busy decorating the house, drawing rangoli at any surface they find, hanging garlands of flowers everywhere. Me and Jay are planting lanterns all over the house. Namjoon helps us a little, he's tall and handy. Ma and uncle are busy in kitchen cooking, Jin joins them learning a few recipes and tasting the food. The others help us here and there. The workers are all on leave to celebrate the festival with their families, having received the diwali bonus.
The main pooja is in the evening. And everyone is excited. Jay got a ton of crackers to celebrate the evening. We decorated the terrace for a fun night. And I have a feeling that something really good is gonna happen today.
"Di! Orange or white?" Meera asks, holding a few gajras (flower garlands to be worn in hair). I climb down the stool after setting the last lantern. "White." I say. Meera smiles widely, nodding her head. She runs off to the kitchen to ask Ma which she would choose.
The house looks like there's a wedding going to take place here, all thanks to the girlfriends.
Namjoon walks to me smiling. "So are we done with this?" He asks. I nod a yes. We walk out of the house to the front to see colourful rangolis everywhere.
"This looks so beautiful." He says holding my hand. I shyly smile back. His big hand feels warm and safe. We walk around a bit holding hands in silence enjoying some alone time. No words spoken, just the silence speaking everything for us.
The sound of someone clearing their throat startles us, pushing us out of the calm. We turn and see Jin, wiggling his eyebrows at us. Namjoon glares back.
"I hope I am not disturbing you, but the lunch is ready." He says. Turning back the next and leaving.
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After lunch Namjoon and I are in my room, am sitting on my bed and he is staring at my room walls. Awkward silence fills this time. I look down at my lap, and suddenly my fingers look so interesting to me, that I play with them.
How the hell did this happen?
-a few moments earlier-
"Come on, let me in. I want to see your room." Namjoon says as I try to shut the door in his face. Because I don't want him to see my room. It's definitely untidy as fck, and so many embarrassing things lying around. "Noooo…." I say. Trying to close the door again.
"Wae? " He tries to push it open.
"Just no. " I continue to close it again.
We have a tug of war with the door, with Namjoon winning the game, pushing his way in the room.
I give up and sit on my bed. Waiting for him to give a reaction.
-present-
"So, your bias is Jin. I guess." Namjoon finally speaks, breaking the silence.
"That's why I didn't want you to come inside."
He just continues to look at the wall and shelves. God this is so embarrassing. My room's walls are almost full of posters, from the floor to the ceiling. It feels weird now when I look at it, most of them are ot7 but yes I have a bit too many of Jin's compared to others. The shelves are filled with albums, stacks and stacks of photocards and what not. My room's basically a BTS museum.
"You really are a big fan." Namjoon chuckles.
"Jay bought them all, after I was discharged from the care. To distract me from remembering what happened. So whenever I walk into my room I see this and forget the lingering thoughts." I confess. He literally bought everything available out there, rich people.
Namjoon hums in response and looks around. All he's gonna find is BTS, BTS and BTS.
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Namjoon's POV:
Her room is filled, like overflowing with our merch. Damn. If someone knows, I am sure other fans would be jealous of her. For merch and me.
I see one of the posters hanging loose, would definitely fall. I try to fix it back but it comes out completely in my hand. Shit, thank god it didn't tear. That's when I notice something. There's a hole in the wall.
Saanjh notices the expression on my face. She jumps to her feet rushing here, snatches the poster from my hand and tries to place it back. Her face reads horror and embarrassment.
"You are not supposed to see that." She says, a slight panic in her voice. She holds the poster in place and looks around for something to stick it back. I move to her drawer to look for a tape or something.
"Don't open that!"
Too late. I open it to see a revolver and a few empty bullet shells in it. I turn around and see her run her hands in her hair frustrated. Why is there a revolver here? And the empty shells give me a queasy feeling.
A minute of silence fills in. She groans in defeat and goes back to the bed and lays down, legs hanging out from the edge and her right hand covers her eyes.
She curses under her breath and speaks. "It's… ugh! How do I explain." I wait for her to speak again. "The hole is exactly what you think. I shot at the wall." Another wave of silence. "There are many on the wall, it's just… I don't know what to say. Frustration, anger… I don't know. I just … shot. "
I leave a sigh. I don't know what happened but it sounds scary. "It was long ago, I don't do that anymore. " She speaks again. Removing her hand to see my reaction.
I just smile back and close the drawer back. "Doesn't that bother you?" She asks. "I don't know." I answer. Yes it does bother me a little.
My eyes fall onto a photo frame on the drawer. I pick it up to see Jay and Saanjh in the picture. Saanjh looks the same, just a bit younger, her hair is short here and she looks angry or something.
"You had short hair. " I say to change the topic. "Yea." She replies. "Grew them before coming to Korea. "
I sit beside her on the bed and smile at her. "You looked cute." Saanjh suddenly realises how close I am, looking down at her. Her face grows red and she abruptly sits up. Places her hand on my mouth and shuts me.
"Don't say such things." She scolds. Getting up she pulls me along to the door and pushes me out. "Go back to your room. We have to get ready for the evening." Saying that she closes the door.
I look at the door surprised. She opens it again and "Seeyoulater, Iloveyou, bye." She speaks at the speed of light and closes the door again. I laugh lightly. " I love you too." I say through the door and leave, with a smile on my face.
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A/n: I actually forgot to publish this yesterday sorry 😅
And Happiest Birthday to our dear Sunshine 😍
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