PROTECT YOU FOREVER/ BTS/ NAMJOON

28. Secrets 🤐🤐🤐

Jin's POV:

After returning to dorm, we all flop on the floor. Exhausted from all the drama we just witnessed, not drama but a scary experience. To be honest this was something I or we have never seen. And wouldn't want to experience it again. All look half dead, I get up to get some water for everyone.

"Here." I pass bottles to the others. They take it with a light nod.

"What was that? " Tae asks taking a deep breath.

Yea what was that? And how did Namjoon know what to do, whom to call? All our eyes turn to him expentantly.

"What? " He asks defensively.

"You know something. " I say.

"What will I know, she clearly refused to talk. " He backs up.

"Not that, but you knew what to do, it means you knew it was going to happen. " Yoongi tells.

Namjoon only looks away in other direction. So it's true he knows something. He's been mysterious all this week. Researching on mental illness, some trauma disorder, depression, and what not. He may think he can hide things, but he is clearly wrong. Why Namjoon, does he not trust us.

"Are we keeping secrets now? " Jimin asks weakly. Poor him, he had to face her wild side. I go to him and give him a big hug, patting his head. He burries his head onto my shoulder but doesn't say anything. Tae and kook join us following Hobi and Yoongi. I look at Namjoon who is still  frozen at spot. He finally engulfs us, it feels better like this all of us together, being there for each other. We all smile finally.

"She suffers from, PTSD; Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and IED; Intermittent Explosive Disorder." Namjoon starts off. We all look at him with wide eyes. He takes a deep breath and continues.

" PTSD is caused due to when someone is unable to get over some past traumatic event. IED is a disorder where the person bursts into fits of rage, but regret it later. This is mostly the side effect of the first, cause the person blames himself or others for the incident.
Angered cause they could not do anything. " He stops to look at us, we sit straight carefully listening to him.

"I found out about it during the dinner. I had picked up Jay her friend's call and noted his number. I called him later he said about it. She refuses to take medication for it..."

"...Because it did not work. " Yoongi says. We all turn to him, wait he also knows something.

" Paris, ...we talked about it on the second last night there. I had woken up to some crashing sound, I checked her room, glass shattered everywhere, she probably threw them across the room. She left her room so I followed her ...I caught her smoking downstairs at the entrance... She spoke about some nightmares haunting her and how medicines didn't help her only gave her hallucinations. " He continues. We all gasp. She smokes. Namjoon looked most worried.

"You also knew something. " I say quietly.

"Nightmares and hallucinations are symptoms of PTSD. " Namjoon speaks again. "She was probably abused I guess. Those scars are clearly knife cuts. And today was a hallucination, she saw something that triggered her. Or she wouldn't attack the thin air. "

A shiver ran down my spine. Hallucination.

"I called Jay today, only he could know what to do. " He completes.

"But I didn't understand her eyes they changed. " Hobi speaks.

"It's some type of heterochromia. " Namjoon replies. This IQ148 really knows everything.

"Grey, her mother's. " Jungkook says, pulling his knees closer. Kook you too.

"I saw them change before, when we went on a date, I wasn't sure so I only said this to Namjoon hyung... Those eyes belong to her mother, and her hazel ones are a trait of her father. I had seen her mother's photo she carries it in her wallet. "