PROTECT YOU FOREVER/ BTS/ NAMJOON

30. Rain☔

Â/ñ: Please put on your seatbelts...

Sam's POV:

Am really thankful for the boys, my days have been calm. But it was a weird type of calm, like the one before the storm. I have been thinking that it's not fair to them to not know about things am dealing with, as they are trying to do whatever they can to help me. Hmm, I'll tell them soon.

One more day; I can take it. I rest beside the window of my room listening to the song playing on the speaker. The Truth Untold.

' ...You know that I can't
Show you me, give you me
Chorahan moseub boyeojul sun eopseo
Tto gamyeoneul sseugo neol mannareo ga
But I still want you...'

The lyrics ring softly in my ears calming my nerves. I look outside, it's dark for 11 in the morning. Grey clouds gather above blocking away the sun. Hmm, seems like it's gonna rain today, first rain this year. Rain, it is either a good beginning or a gloomy end. I open the window slightly to let the cool air in. Hah, a breeze gets in ruffling my hair. They must be at practice, Japan concert is nearing.

I take a deep breath, the fresh air entering my body feels good. The breeze grows colder with every passing second, I close the window as it blows open the book resting on the side table almost tearing it. Wierd, all of a sudden the wind grew wild. It'll rain soon.

The sky grows darker and it starts to thunder. Boom! That is loud and wild, the light flashed in and the sound was glass shattering. And then another one more stronger, menacing one hits really close knocking out the power. I almost have a heart attack, clutching my heart I stand up. Great. I can't see a thing though it's early noon. It fell very near here. The song stops and the room falls completely silent. The cold wind blows running a chill down my spine. I reach out for my phone and on the flash.

I need to switch on the inverter, I reach out for the door when...

The door bangs. I freeze. No am hearing things. I reach for it again, the door bangs again as if someone is trying to break in. F*ck. It stops. I shake my head. Calm down Sam it's just a hallucination nothing happened. My hairs stand, my hands tremble to hold the door knob. Finally I hold it taking a deep breath. My heart races, I turn it to open, when it bangs again louder. Shit, I fall on the floor landing on my lower. Aargh! The scar under the quote burns. The banging continues. I get up shivering uncontrollably, reaching out to the door. I close my eyes and pull it open.

The corridor is completely dark and empty as it should be but tormenting. The air feels eerie, and I get the feeling of deja vu, making my blood run cold. My hearts starts racing more faster. I try to calm myself, inhaling and exhaling deeply. It's just not working.

The smell of alcohol reeks in. My breathing becomes uneven, and I start to feel suffocated. I hold onto my neck, gasping for air. Then at the end of the corridor I see him, my eldest brother holding the kitchen knife. My legs feel weak, and start to shake. The door behind me closes with a bang, I flinch. He scrams his way here raising the blade in air, lowering it suddenly pouncing on me. My legs don't move, and the blade pierces into my stomach, oozing blood out. The pain is unbearable, the sharp edge cutting my skin tearing it. I scream, vision going blur as he removes the blade to do it again, this time my hand reaches the door knob  behind me pushing it open and he falls into the room. I immediately lock the door holding onto my wound, to realise that it was never made in the first place. I look down on it, it's completely fine not even a scratch. I lean onto the door, still holding the knob; my breathing uneven, not knowing what just happened.

Tears flow down staining my cheeks. Tilting my head back on the frame, I try to catch my breath, I try to hold myself. But my fear hates me more than anything. The blade cuts through the door just beside my right eye scratching my ear. I yelp out shaking, falling forward onto my knees and palms. I look back at the the door. He's banging it hard and trying to cut through it, plunging the steel inside out.