My Four Leaf Clover~ Squeal to The Luck of The Irish

Chapter 23

Chapter 23

A week flew by and by the time if even become aware I realised it was Friday. Friday. The day before my wedding. The day before my life changes completely.

And I was officially shitting myself.

First, how was I supposed to lie next to Alex every night for the rest of our life's knowing I'd slept with Niall? Speaking of Niall. I hadn't seen him since our little 'Meet up' last week. Briefly, when I left Rosie of that's it. I seen Alex every day but Niall was the only person on my mind.

Was that a sign or something? Or was I being stupid. It's probably normal to freak out and think about the 'Could haves' and 'what ifs'

It had to be normal or I was just weird.

I decided to take Rosie to the shop for some sweets saying I'd been practically ignoring her because of all this wedding stuff.

'Come on Rosie Posie, lets go get some sweeties' I called lifting my car keys off the kitchen table and slipping on a pair of converse.

I heard the sound of moving, then an over excited four year old bounced in to the kitchen.

'Mummy mummy can I get jelly tots?' She giggled grabbing my hand and dragging me out the door, giving me just enough time to lock up.

I scooped her up in my arms and set her in her car seat. 'Course ya can honey'

We arrived at the shop and after buying everything we needed we left. I was buckling Rosie in when I heard someone calling my name. I turned and saw Niall. 'Look mummy! Daddy's here!' Squealed Rosie clapping her hands.

'Hi Niall..' 'Hi Daddy!' Rosie and I both said at the same time. 'Hey girls,what ya up too?' He ruffled Rosie's hair and stole one of her sweets.

'We were just getting some sweets..' I found it awkward to be around him..

He blushed. I haven't a clue why but he did. 'Would you like to take Rosie to that park? I need to talk to you' he nervously asked. Immediately Rosie started squealing yes. She loved the park, I however wasn't sure.

I eyed him 'Talk about what?'

'Well I never did get to talk to you about your diary..'

'Hm. Lets go then.. C'mon Rosie. We're going to the park.'

When we arrived at a small park no one was there. Rosie took full advantage, sprinting to the slide in record time. After Niall had finished playing with her he let her play alone on the climbing frame. He came and sat beside me were I was day dreaming.

'So I need to talk to you..' He nervously stuttered, catching my attention. I looked at him, desperate for this to be over. I knew I shouldn't have let him read my diary. I guess I'm stupid or something.

He gently took my arm rolling up one of my sleeves. I heard him take a sharp breath as he traced the scars with his middle finger. 'Why did you never tell me about this?'

I give him a weak smile 'You never asked'

'But in your book you said it's because you were lonely.. Was it Me and the boys fault? For taking Liam away? We didn't mean too..'

'Shut up! It wasn't you's you idiot.. It was everything. I was a troubled teen, and I'm not ashamed of what I done. I just prefer people not knowing... Did you read the last part?'

'About me? Yeah..' He blushed looking over at Rosie watching her attempt hopscotch.

'You know what the funny thing is? When I read the things about me, about how much you loved me.. It made me wonder why you never gave me a second choice? Why did you need stop and listen.. It could have been you and me getting married tomorrow..' He was focusing big time on my arm as he said this, continuing to trace the scars.

I sighed 'I can't deal with people who hurt me Niall. You of all people should know that. It was bad enough when Liam left me all those years ago, it felt amazing to live with you guys and see him everyday. But then you hurt me. And I loved you so much but I wasn't staying around to pick up the pieces of your mistake. I'd wasted my life on that. I needed to leave, it killed me though. There wasn't a day I didn't think about you.' I confessed checking on Rosie again. She was still playing contently.

'I think I get it' I heard him mumbled, then he took a deep breath. 'You should go.. You've a wedding to get ready for. The big days tomorrow' he smiled at me but I could tell it was slightly forced. We walked back to the car with Rosie on Nialls' back.

I had to get home. After all, tomorrow was the first day of my knew life..

(A/N)

Crappy update and I had the worst writers block ever so it's shit and I'm sorry and yeah. Basically the next one or two chapters will be where all the real shit happens:) I'm so excited to write them!!

After this is over (Which I'm hoping for next week) ill write the third part.. Then I'm doing a new fanfic call 'We're Just Friends' and I think I'll do it on Harry or Louis.. Not sure:).

Questions here we go

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xPickyTurtlex

Whats your favorite type of pancake syrup?

I haven't a clue what a pancake syrup is.. Does that make me lame? Does it mean like toppings or something? I just put butter on them.. Or sugar:) thanks for the question x

falalabieberhor...

Do you love Justin Bieber? :3

No.. I don't mind some of his songs but I'm not a fan of him.. I don't have anything against him and I watched him on TV once and he seems like a nice lad but I dunno:/ I'm just not into him.. Sorry:) thanks though x

Roast_Potatoe

Q: Which couple do you like best- Zerrie (Zayn&Perrie), Payzer(Danielle&Liam) or Elounar(Louis&Eleanor) ?

Omg I couldn't choose! I'll tell you what I like about them though?

Zerrie- Their so laid back and chill and there's never really that much drama with it.. Also I like how their private yet not.. If you know what I mean?

Payzer- Cutest couple ever<3 their such an inspirational couple! They've had their troubles but they've fought through<3 I cried my eyes out when they broke up but I'm so happy their back<3 I think it takes a lot of strength to be a couple so open like them, especially when their I'm the public eye.

Elounor- Love them<3 I adore how Louis is constantly letting everyone know how much he loves her<3 like he sticks up for her and doesn't care what hate he gets from it. I know he's known as the sassy one but when it comes to Eleanor he tries so hard to keep her safe<3

Cjhoran418

What r your hobbies?

I love singing<3 I sing all the time.. I'm not joking:)

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