Chapter 16
*previously*
'You know I never stopped loving you' he whispered.
'You did promise that you wouldn't stop' I answered back.
'As did you' he reminded me.
'I know'
'And do you?'
'Do what?' He was very close now.
'Love me?'
I lent over, taking a deep breath. I don't know why I did it. I really don't. But I broke any available space with my lips.
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When his lips met mine I instantly got flash backs of all our kisses. He sat up still not breaking from our kiss. I wrapped my arms around his neck playing with a strand of his soft blonde hair. I pulled him closer to me until I felt his light tongue beg for entrance. After I'd granted it I felt his large hands attached to my hips pulling me onto his lap.
I don't no why but I felt no guilt. None. Zilch. I wanted to call the feeling in my stomach butterflies. But they were More like a zoo full of animals prancing around. My lips tingled from every kiss. It just felt so..right? Like two jigsaw pieces being connected.
Niall pulled away and looked deep into my eyes. I bit my lip feeling slightly embarrassed. He licked his lips and attached his lips to mine again. I felt his lips slowly. Very slowly move from my lips down my jaw line. Until he reached my soft spot. He stopped for a second, as if he was thinking wether to continue or not. He did however. Sucking and nibbling until I moaned. I tried not to let it escape but he had this weird affect on me.
He smirked against my skin in satisfaction. His hands slipped casually up my shirt drawing small circles on my skin. Until he pulled it over my head. My hands slid to his waist this time tugging at his shirt trying to unbutton it.
'Stop' Niall groaned.
'What? Do u want more?'
'No, I Cant Emma as much as I want too. Really really want to, I can't. Your getting married Emma and it isn't fair' he whispered looking into my eyes.
'I get it' I mumbled.
'Im sorry'
'No. I'm such a cow. I did exactly to him what you did to me. I'm such a whore' I cried
'What! No your not Emma, your anything but A whore' he assured me.
'Then I'm a bloody slut, I cheated on my soon to be husband Niall!'
'Emma, shhh it's me. I'm not going to say anything. No ones going to know' he warned me.
'Its not that though' I whispered blushing.
'What'
'Its just, you see.. I umm. I feel guilty because-'
'What?'
'Nothing..'
'Did you enjoy it Emma' he whispered lifting up my chin.
'More than anything' I admitted a tear escaping my eye.
'Oh..'
'I think you should leave Niall' I mumbled
'Me too.' I climbed of his lap and pulled my shirt on. When Niall was up and dressed he awkwardly smiled at me.
'You promise you won't. Um tell anyone?' I whispered biting my lip again.
'I promise' he kissed me on the forehead, hanging on a little longer that intended.
'Bye Nialler' I whispered
'Bye Emma Wemma'
Niall POV
Oh my god. She liked it. She kissed me. Does she still love me? I walked out of her apartment and ran to my car. The rain was beating down really hard against the car window. I rested my head against the steering wheel and took a deep breath. I couldn't help but think that that was one of the most enjoyable moments I've had over the last 4 years. I needed to talk to someone. I knew I shouldn't but I had to talk to one of the boys. I knew there was only one man I could go to. He'd had plenty of experience with women before he settled down. I flicked through the contacts until I landed on the one I was looking for.
Harry.
'Hey mate what's up?' I heard Harry's husky voice ask down the phone.
'I need to eh talk to you..'
'Sure, is this private?' He wondered
'Very'
'Come down to mine then'
'Well I can't go to yours if everyone else is there..'
'Ill meet you at your apartment okay mate?' He asked
'Sure sure see ya Harry'
'Bye'
'Fuckkkkkk' I whispered starting the car. I wanted so badly to go back into Emma's apartment and scoop her up. And do well, everything! I'd missed the feel of her lips. The feeling when she touches me. I was beginning to sound like a teenage girl gossiping to her friends about her latest crush. Only this was different.
I started driving until I reached my apartment. I climbed out of my car and ran up the steps in to the complex. It was a quiet complex with only a few private people living there including Liam and I. I opened my apartment door and slammed it behind me.
I slid down the door with my head in my hands until I eventually heard a knock.
'Niall open up its me, Harry'
I opened the door to see Harry standing soaked.
'Sorry I just really needed to talk to you' nervously laughed.
'Its fine, what's wrong?' He asked sitting down on the sofa.
'Its about Emma.'
'What about Emma?' He asked cautiously.
'We kissed'
'Who kissed who Niall?'
'She kissed me. Like a proper snog. It was a full male out session Harry! And then there was tops being taken off and then I stopped it' I groaned flopping down on the seat.
'Why did you stop?' Harry wondered
'It took me 5minutes before I could say stop. One word! If I hadn't we'd probably would have slept together! She started calling herself a whore and a slut because of it and when I told her she wasn't she cried. I promised I wouldn't tell anyone but I needed to talk to you..'
'Fuck sake Niall' he sighed groaning.
'And the worst part? She enjoyed it. I told her I still loved her and she snogged my face off then told me she enjoyed it... Im such a cunt. I made her cheat on her fiancée.' I whispered. Tears started rolling down my face. Harry looked really concerned.
'Look, let's not worry about it okay? We'll go to work tomorrow and forget all about it, no one has to know what happened okay? But you need to talk to her. Clear things over alright?' He told me standing up and making his way to the door.
'Sure thing Haz thanks mate'
'Notta bother bro' he walked out leaving me in my own silence. There was only one thought running through my mind as I lay down in bed that night.
No matter what I did. Emma was going to be mine.
(A/N)
Okay so I loved this chapter! I personally think its one of my favourites! Eiall:) Yay! Do you think Niall shouldn't have told Harry? Or more importantly what is Emma going to do?
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