Heal the broken

Twenty-six

Hawk drove me back home after I signed out of the ER. I was still thinking about that kiss. The last thing I wanted to do was lead him on and to be honest I couldn't see us being together again. At least not right away.

"Hey you okay?" He asks putting his hand on my thigh

"I-... I shouldn't of kiss you eli I'm so sorry" I say disappointed in myself that I had got his hopes up

"What?" He asks clearly hurt

"I shouldn't have kissed you. It lead you on and I don't want you to think we were like... getting back together or whatever" I say to him

He pulls into my apartment complex's parking lot putting the car in park sighing.

"Really?" He says his voice cracking breaking my heart

"Eli I'm so sorry but I, I just don't think I can just act like nothing has happened. The damage is already done and I don't want to just throw myself at you and then get fucked over again" I say looking at him

"I'm not gonna hurt you again Quinn, i swear. I never want to hurt anyone I love ever again please just give me another chance" He says a tear falling down his face and that was all it took to make me start crying as well

"Eli I love you. I love you so much and it physically hurts that I'm saying this to you right now but we can't be together" I say more and more tears falling down my face

He doesn't say anything just hangs his head down low his hands covering his face not wanting me to see him cry

"I'm gonna go" I say placing my hand on his squeezing it and going to get out of the car but I'm stopped

"Please don't go, please please please quinn I'm better now i- I'm gonna get better for you and only you. I don't want you to just walk away from us because I know we can work now. I'm ready to be good to you and to treat you how you deserve. I'm all in 100% for you and only you quinn. I... I need you" he says holding both my hands sobbing as he struggles to speak but I manage to hear everything which makes it harder to walk away

"You're not losing me. I'm still gonna be apart of your life and I'm always gonna be here when you need someone to talk to. But I just... can't let you hurt me again" I say crying as I see the affect my words have on him

"And I'm always going to love you" I say clearly so it got inside his head

He just nods turning his body back to face front.

"I hope we can be friends for now" I say to him

"We can. I'll wait for you. Whatever you need right now that's what I'm going to be. I'm gonna show you Were worth another chance" he says which warms my heart. It was exactly what I wanted to hear. I didn't want him to just give up on us and after this conversation that's what I thought was going to happen.

I smile through the tears and nod getting out of his car and going inside and once the door shuts the tears just burst out

"QUINN" johnny says shooting up from the couch

"I heard what happened from miguel and I went to talk to kreese but well" he says pointing at his face that was badly beaten but his eyes go soft once he see's the tears streaming down my face

"What happened?" He asks coming up to me

"Eli... I mean hawk or whatever he... thought we could get back together after he quit cobra kai but I just didn't feel like it was the right thing to do right now and I had to tell him that and it made him cry" I explain to him only making me cry harder

Johnny pulls me into a hug rubbing my back trying to calm me down

"Don't cry... you did the right thing you know" he says pulling me back hands on my shoulders so he can get a good look at my face

"You have been worrying so much about everyone else lately I think you forgot to make sure you put yourself back together. You kind of... ignored the breakup with hawk because you were trying to make things right with everyone that you never really healed from it. So you putting yourself first finally is not a bad thing" he says to me and I nod quickly

"Thank you" I say pulling him in for another hug

"I love you" I say as we hug and I can feel him tense up but then relax

"I love you too kid, always have" he says making me smile.

-

The next day johnny and I headed over to miyagi do. Miguel had a long conversation with johnny about our plan and how we had to focus on cobra kai and not his stupid rivalry from high school. He was skeptical at first but when he showed up at the dojo seeing kreese with no remorse for what his students had done to me and others he knew it was the only option. Daniel had also shown up and it was the first time they were on the same side

"So quinn... you should know uhhm robby is with kreese now" johnny tells me

"I know" I say angry at the thought of how dumb my brother was. I was sure as hell not going to reach out to him to talk or help him when he has gone literally insane.

"Oh I didn't think you did but he was there lastnight too. Even threw me around a little cause I hurt kreese" johnny says

"He hurt you" I say getting angrier

"Don't worry, I let him. I wasnt about to hurt my own kid" johnny says which was respectable. Johnny three years ago might not have thought that way in that moment.

When we got to the larussos everyone was there. Burt, mitch, chris, demetri, hawk, miguel, sam, johnny, daniel, and me

This was exactly what I wanted. To learn karate THE RIGHT WAY with everyone I loved.

I walked up standing infront with sam and miguel. Daniel was already standing infront of everyone and johnny walked in soon after me bowing with daniel and shaking hands which was a great sight to see. Then they faced forward and bowed to us

"Front kick HIYAH" the two yell

"HIYAH"

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