The same roof 2 || HEROPHINE

thirty-two: nobody to you

🎵-Drivers License by Olivia Rodrigo

Hero's Pov

I get out with so much adrenaline going on in my veins.
I never thought to feel like that like I never thought to find a stranger at my house with my girlfriend having dinner with her best friend and her sister while I didn't knew about their arrival.

I'm also disappointed by Nathan.
I thought that we were friends and I was expecting that's y least he tells me about his arrival here.

I'm clenching my teeth like I never did before.
To be honest I did it once. The first time that I saw Jo with Nathan.
I still remember the head ache that I got after clenching the teeth like that but it was my really first time that I saw Jo with a guy. A guy that wasn't me.
At that time we were nothing we didn't even kissed but I remember that she kissed me that evening and see him with her made me so jealous.

I was fighting with myself like I'm doing now to control my feeling and to not let out some wrong words out.

I exhale after took a deep breathe.

I love her I really do but I can't understand why I keep hurting her when I'm trying to be careful with her.
In these last months I messed up so many times but it wasn't my intention.
She is the girl. That girl that you immediately understand that is the one.

After walking for more than an hour I get home .
"Here we are." I say to Diesel letting him go and set his for Jo around the house.
I close the door, put my keys on the little table at the entrance, take my jacket off and my shoes.
When I get to the end of the little corridor I see Josephine sit on the couch wrapped with the fluffy blanket that we bought from Ikea, watching Divergent for the 100th time.
The bad news that right next her there is Jackson the body builder.
He noticed me while Jo is caressing Diesel.

I just walk by giving him a look and I go to the kitchen that is right at the left so I can watch them.

I go to the fridge and I get a beer.
I stand by the kitchen island and I watch at them.
There is only the white but not that bright light from the television that is lighting her face.
"So he got that she is a divergent or not yet?" he asks confused about Four the male character.
"I understood everything from the first test that they did. She was too quick to be normal. Only a Divergent do that." she explains looking at Grayson that I'll name as Jackson.

I take another sip still not taking my look off them.
I'm getting even more jealous since she's watching one of our movies.
"Got it. Jo is late I guess we both should go to sleep." he says after giving me a look.
She looks over her shoulder giving me alook with the corner of her eyes and then they whispers something.
"Stop. Good night." he says standing up after a little discussion.
"Night Hero." He says passing by.
"Night" I say and then I look at her that she already looking at me like she's waiting for me to talk.

"So?" she asks.
"You wanted to talk no? Talk. I'm listening." she says turning off the television.
So I put my beer down and I walk in the living area just separated by a kitchen island.
I give a quick look around walking to the couch nervously while I'm brainstorming.
Something catches my eye while I'm sitting on the L part of the couch.

"Is that a Christmas three?" I ask looking at the box where there is printed on a tree.
I look at her and she is trying to look cold but I see how she cares about my reaction.
"Yes." she says simply.
"I thought that you was going to wait for me to come back to buy it." I say with a huge sense of upset in my chest.