The same roof 2 || HEROPHINE

thirty-three: brother in law

🎵- All I want by Olivia Rodrigo

Josephine's Pov

My senses are waking up without even need the alarm.
I slowly open the eyes getting blessed from some darkness.
I look at the clock placed on my nightstand and it pointing 6:30 AM and when I'm about to turn on the other side to sleep for another five minutes my body get stopped.
I look down on my waist area to understand what is really stopping me from moving and then I see Hero's arm on my right hip.

I rotate my head even more to look at Hero's face.
His hair are so a messy but I get to notice how much they grown, his lips are unglued, his eye closed letting me admire his long lushes.
I look down again noticing our positions and we are spooning.
I sigh lightly thinking how this feels like a dream, about how much I'll miss him and about what I told him last night.
I don't regret any of the words that I said.
I was literally drawing in my thoughts in these last days and having so much troubles with my anxiety so I really needed that. He also needed to someone to tell him the bullshit that he was doing in the least month.

I look at him again.
Even if he did so many things wrong to me the desire of kiss him, wrap my arms around his shoulders, put my fingers through his long hair and make love with me, is still torturing me from the inside.
There is also another part of me that sometimes when I look at him I panicked thinking about the worst situation, a breakup.
I know that we talked last night but these things that I've been through made me loose trust on him.
I don't trust him till the point that I'm really preparing myself for a heart break and a possible break up, moving out...

I don't trust him. I have to tutelage myself from a possible delusion.

I put my hand on his wrist an I kindly move it off from my hip and place it on the mattress and then I'm finally able to jump out of the bed and go through check if Grayson is already waken.

I knock on the most far away guest room door and then I open it finding Grayson buttoning his white shirt.
He look up and then I get to see his hair perfectly brushed and fixed with some gel like I never saw it before.
"Oh hey, good morning." he says noticing me while I'm too busy with stare at his completely new style for me.
"Good morning." I see looking at his watch on his wrist.
"Did you slept well?" I ask smiling him back.
"Yes. Thank you." he says taking his navy blue jacket of the suit and put it on.
"What do you think? Do I look good?" he asks turning around himself.

"I think that you should leave your hoodie in your closet more often and that the ladies at the meeting will not listen at one word because they will be too busy staring at you." I say digging with my arms crossed.
"Oh wow so I'll have to shoot my shot today." he jokes.
"Maybe. I hope. Now I have to run to the bathroom." I say and when I'm about to turn and walk in the bathroom direction I accidentally crush on a body.
I bouce back almost falling but Nathan hands catches my wrists.

"Holy moly Nathan." I say exhaling.
"I'm sorry." Nathan says smiling  at me.
"Good morning." he says surrounding my shoulders with his arms and pulling me to his chest.
"Good morning." I say while I feel the warmth of his familiar lips on my forehead.
"What the hell are you doing up this early? Did my sister kicked you out?" I ask him stepping out from the hug to be able to stare at his face.
"What? No. Christian when knew that I was here in London called me asking to come to the meeting so I also can talk to y'all about the New York's building ." he explains.
"What?! You are coming with us to work? No way!" I say jumping livery on him.
"Yes. Like the old days." he whispers near to my right ear.
"Like the old days." I repeat getting a bit nostalgic.

After the hug I run to the bathroom where I take a shower, put some make up and I opt for a nice black blouse a black skirt that makes the outfit more office look and then I run to grab my bag, my computer, phone and put som hills on.